Dreams and love

Chapter 31

Kyla's pov:

"Matt don't please" I tell him as I take a few steps back as much as I want to I can't not now he's hurt me with wanting space "Kyla I just didn't realize what I was missing" he says with glassy eyes

"Matthew now it's not the time" I tell him which I can't stand looking at him this way "okay Kyla but promise me something, you won't forget me" he tells me as he pulls me for a hug that I wasn't waiting for.

With that he left with no looking back and right then and there I couldn't hold it in I started to cry myself I can't stand it I want to be with him but I can't stand to get hurt again I just need to see other people and spent time with myself.

It's been two hours since my last good bye to Matt I've just been sat on my sofa watching movies, my phone starts to ring me hoping to see Matt but I see coles name on it I happily answer,
Phone call
Cole: good afternoon cutie
Me: hey cole
Cole: are you okay, you sound as if you've been crying
Me: cole I'm fine just not in my day
Cole: I hope that's too, but get ready I'll pick you up soon
Me: cole I'm not in the mood to go out
Cole: please it'll be good I promise see you soon
With that he hung up, I do like spending time with cole this company is amazing plus he
Knows how to make me laugh and have a great time.
Ok been the last hour on call with my mum she wants me to go over for summer I'm hoping to, I check the time and see it's almost 7pm better get ready.

I'm currently in my bathroom looking at myself while doing my make up plus I'm thinking I can't be this upset I wanted this for myself might as well live the most I smile looking at myself "I'm looking good" I tell myself I need to bring myself up take my chance and risk it with cole I'm just going to go with the flow.

It's currently 8:25pm still no sign of cole cat have called telling me she's just having dinner with cam then they are coming over tonight, I told her that I'm going out so she knows she has time alone.
There's a knock on the door I open the door and I see cole looking amazing "hey baby cheeks" he says smiling like crazy he leans in giving me a sweet kiss on each cheek which makes me melt "hey so where we going" I asked curious he smiled down looking at me "we are going to have dinner then the rest is surprise" he tells me but I frown because he knows how I hate surprises but I'm just going alone anyway.

Cameron's pov:

"So baby" I call out to her as she's cleaning my kitchen "yes cam" she says walking up to me giving me a sweet kiss from her lovely lips

Since the day I met this girl I couldn't get my mind away from her, and now that I'm gonna be a whole year without her it's going to be hard. I still remember the first time I saw her those Caramel eyes looking deep into mine then met her again listening to her voice which she's great I love hearing her and I cant wait until she goes big on Times Square I know I will happen, "cam you there" she asks me taking me away from my imagination I nod at her and give her a peck on the lips as I stand up "where u going" she asks me "well need to get ready to leave to yours soon" I tell and she smiles.
We just got to hers "it's smells really nice here" I tell her, I told her I love her smell like the smell of her clothes of her house "cam shut it" she tells me and starts running away I grab her pick her up she wraps her legs around me looking deeply into each others eyes,

I'm about to kiss her when my phone starts to ring,
Phone call

Taylor: yo cam what's up
Me; hey nothing bro what about u
Taylor: have you seen your Twitter
Me: what do you mean
Taylor: check it then text me
With that I hung up I open my Twitter I see lots of pictures of me and cat in the car giving each other a kiss, sat in the restaurant and at the beach then it says "cameron Dallas he's secret girlfriend" well it's not secret I just haven't told anyone I keep reading and it goes,

As you can see the Cameron Dallas as been dating for several years his model co star Madison but couple of months ago he cheated with this girl they have been seen together for a while since last year in London and now kissing what's the story here.

Really they just assume I cheated, I can't do this to cat she's going to get a lot of hate I've should of been more careful "cam what wrong" cat asks while hugging my torso I look down at her and smile "nothing much babe" I tell her she looks at me weird "Cameron come sit down" she tells me "cam I know you and something is wrong" she says I smile "babe it's just we've been discovered" I tell her she just laughs "cam are you talking about the article" she says I just look confused " did you know about it" I ask she nods "that's way you haven't been active in social" I tell her and she nods again "cam I just wanted to spend these days with you then on Friday I was going to break up" she says I stand up quickly "really now cat" I tell her "I can't believe you cat maybe it is better to break up, but not Friday but today, we are just having this relationship with lies" I tell her upset she looks at me very annoyed "cam I wasn't going to break up with you because of the article it's because we can't be a year like this it's too hard" she tells me I have to admit it's true "but cat if you really loved me we could still try" I tell her "I fucking love you never I never did before" I tell her confident she looks at me weird "I love you too" she says I smile "okay we can try" she says again this was our first argument this is getting real but I need to do something about social media "cat do you mind if I admit our story on a video" I ask her she looks at me and kisses me.