Dreams and love

Chapter 39

Kyla's pov:

It's Christmas today and I invited Matt to spend Christmas with us I mean he asked for forgiveness and I love him I just couldn't say it back when he said it I just told him to take things slow for our babies sake so merry Christmas to me.

I'm in cat's room with her she's closed her self again and doesn't want to talk about "Cat your family is here it's Christmas together let's go down stairs" I tell her I need to help my friend into the Christmas spirit "Kyla I'm just not in the mood this year" she tells I giggle " but every year it's you on the mood not anyone else" I tell her she stands up and starts walking around the room talking to herself in the head " Kyla why did I let myself fall" she tells me on the edge of crying "what do you mean" I ask her I'm really confused she doesn't talk to me anymore she's closing herself up "Kyla I think I fell in love but how can I know" she says looking out the window and sigh and walk up to her "Cat babe that just you know the answer" I tell her I look at her and she's crying I hug her "let it out" I tell her.

"Cat I need your help" cat's sister says knocking on cat's door I tell her to come in and she does "hey wanna go shopping tomorrow" luana cat's sister says I smile and pull cat with me "let's go it's Christmas" I tell her pulling her up to go down stairs.
There's a knock on the door I go to open the door and see Matt standing there smiling big "hey" he says "hey come in" I reply as I let him inside we walk to the kitchen as we are getting the table ready with the food and cakes that cat's mom made it's amazing I got used to make my Christmas the Portuguese way "hello everyone" Matt says excited "hello you must me Matthew" cat's up says smiling at him "yes and you must be cat's mom" he says.

Cat's POV:

We are having a blast on this Christmas Day kylas parents couldn't come I know she misses them but there coming down for news years and she doesn't know which it's a surprise,
We are all in the living room dancing and playing games as a family even Matthew is having fun and my mum really liked him, I leave them and walk in the kitchen to get some drinks and I hear the door bell go I walk to the door and open I see a medium box wrapped with Christmas wrapping paper I pick it up and a little paper fulls out I pick it up and it's says to Catarina de Jesus, I wonder who it's from I walk inside and Kyla is there looking at me with her hand on her belly "who's that from" Kyla asks I look at the box then back at her "I really don't know" I tell her "well open it" she says I nod and "why" she says again "I will open it later" I tell her we walk inside I go upstairs to leave this box in my room I really want to open it but I have this weird feeling that I should open when I'm alone, I slowly walk to my window and see someone tall walk away wearing tight blue jeans and a black hoodie.
I walk back down stairs to continue our family fun I sit on the sofa and look around I see Matt and Kyla having fun very close I hope they get along then I see my sister and mum also having lots of fun which makes me feel at my fullest.

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One week later

"Happy new year Kyla" I tell her smiling like crazy at her "cat happy new year" she tells me looking at me weird I go up to her and kiss her cheek "let's get wasted" I shouted I know Kyla can't drink because of the baby but I need to to drink so I'm going out to club she said she'll be fine as Matt will be staying with her.

Two nights ago I opened the box the one from Christmas let's say it's from Cameron a part of me knew it would be from him and in there it was memories that he collected from the first time we met till now then there was this letter and it said,

Dear Catarina

Sorry I fucked up I know I lost you for good you told me things you never told anyone you trusted me and I ruined let me just say it ruined me too,
I never meant it to happen it was a drunken mistake we were doing long distance and I couldn't contain myself, because of you I found out what it was being in love okay I cry every night but I know there's no going back so here is all the good times I've saved from the very first day I met you, I saved this because I had a feeling that you were the one I had to keep só it was a surprise from when I was going to ask you to marry me, go get all crazy I know it's too soon it wasn't for now don't worry I was doing for when we were ready cuz somehow I knew you'd would be the girl I would grow old with.
All the best I won't annoy you anymore follow your life live your fullest and happy new year have a blast love Cameron.

So yeah that was fun reading but it hurt I didn't tell Kyla I put in my wardrobe away from everyone even me well what I feel for Cameron I never felt this before but I'm moving on starting now I deserve happiness wherever it will be I will find it.