I can't help but talk shit about you in my head
As you stand in front of me.
You look at me, I look at you but all I see is a stranger in front of me.
We've wasted all these years, you don't know about my tears yet you're still here in front of me.
I wanna tell you so bad but I know you'd just laugh it off and you probably won't read this at all.
But when you're in front of me, all I wanna do is leave, your words come out like jokes, we're not even that close, I talk shit about you in my head.
