"So, people have been wondering, why is it that you always leave?" Voice N.1
"Well, I guess you could say it's somewhat of a fear." Voice N.2
"Fear of what?" Voice N.3
"Shhh number 3, it's my turn today!" Voice N.1
"Having no control over my feelings, no backup plan, not anything in my hands." Voice N.2
"Why do you fear such thing?" Voice N.1
"Once upon a time, someone that I used to love said and I quote, 'I don't want you.' looking me in the eye-" Voice N.2
"Oh yeah! I remember that shitty day!" Voice N.3
"I said shh!" Voice N.1
"-and I guess it started from there." Voice N.2
"What started?!" Voice N.3
"Everything that made me who I am today, I leave because it's the only thing that I have in control of, I cannot take another unwanted position." Voice N.2
"So you think if you didn't leave they would leave?" Voice N.1
"Yes, and I not giving them that option." Voice N.2
"Well that doesn't sound right." Voice N.3
"Shh." Voice N.1
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Voice N.1: the therapeutic side of me.
Voice N.2: the emotional side of me.
Voice N.3: the common sense, annoying common sense.
