Things that Irk me: Rants of Wattpad

People Don't Understand me

I love writing.

I love making stories and making characters.

Whenever I go on this computer I write.  (Yes, I rather write on the site than on the app.)

But some people don't understand me.

I remember last year and during the summer, they were like 'what are you doing?'

I told them I was writing.

And they for some reason couldn't comprehend I was writing all the time.

Like why would I lie about it?  Why don't you get it?

I have stories and characters that I make.

What do you think I would be doing?  Something "bad?"

And of course Imma hide, its my personal writing that I don't want anyone irl to see.

I know they judge me for certain of the content on things they won't understand that I deem normal.

I was doing it too much apparently and when I am slow to do things they get mad.

This writing and things are considered "Useless" in their eyes.  Since I am apparently not gonna do this in life, I shouldn't do it.  Because hobbies don't exist?

And what if this wasn't just a hobby, what if I wanted to continue doing this too?

As a side thing or something?

But I remember what they said.  It is apparently, "useless nonsense filling my head".

There are plenty things that you guys do that are more like that.

They seriously are obsessed with politics reading every single article out there.

When what happened with Afghanistan, they would be reading every single article of everyone's different opinions out loud.  They would be going on different news stations to see what they say.

And you say this, this is useless nonsense filling my head?  Yes, it kinda good to know things going on, but you shouldn't dwell on stuff like that!  That's more nonsense like.

Just those word that were told to me made me fill just down and sad.  I was annoyed and angry at that.  Made me want to cry inside, but showing tears are dumb.  They just judge and say more things about me being petty.

Made me loose a lot of inspiration.

It's so annoying they never understand, they never understand anything and think I do the same thing all day.

I mean yeah, I do but they think its bad.

It not bad but it keeps me sane, I am surviving.

And I do many things, but they know nothing.

I try to explain, I try. I tell them but they just think poorly.

Just stupid of me. And they wonder why I don't like talking to them.

Why I like talking to anyone but them.

But sometimes I feel like they have memory loss, each time they go up and are like 'What are you doing all day?'