𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐫 - 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬 (𝐀 𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐢𝐨𝐩𝐢𝐜 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧)

1970𝐬, 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭

⚠️🅃🅁🄸🄶🄶🄴🅁🅆🄰🅁🄽🄸🄽🄶: 𝐈𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 ⚠️

I sit on the sofa at evening and wait for Sonny. I look to the floor and I'm really nervous about that all now. But then I hear that the door is unlocking now and I look to the direction. It's Sonny and I'm glad that he is here now. He close the door and he look at me now

"I thought you are in plane now...?"

What a nice greet' I think.

"We must talk...not tomorrow, not in a week...now...please..."

Sonny sighs and he wears out his shoes. After that he walks to me

"What's going on?"

That makes me angry that he imitate there is nothing between our relationship.

"Seriously???"

I ask that mad and really serious. Sonny look at me like that he don't know what he is asking. He stretch out his arms to the side and looks confused

"What? What did I wrong now?"

I'm really in the mood now to explain him that

"Do you not recognise what's going on between us since a while and you imitate that there is nothing. Our relationship is broken now and..."

I sigh really deep and I don't want say that word what I want usually say now. Sonny sits meanwhile on the sofa.

Sonny say then the word what I wanted to say usually

"divorced?"

I sigh again and look short up and I look then down

"Yes...yes I want divorce from you...I mean...do you not feel the same?"

Sonny looks away from me and I slide a bit closer to him

"Sonny...I know that you think that the same..."

Sonny look at me

"Yes...of course..."

He sighs again and I know that there is an other thing about Sonny.

"Is there something what you want to tell me? Tell me..."

Sonny looks annoyed and stays first mute. I stand up and it seems that the conversation is over now.

"I pack tomorrow my things...I sleep today in the livingroom.."

I walk to the steps and Sonny says:

"I cheated on you...I still do that.."

I stand on the stairs and I'm shocked as I heard that. Even though its not a surprise. But I'm sad either that he don't broke up with me and not said the truth.

"Since when you do that?"

Thats the only thing what I wanted to ask now. Sonny answers

"Since 2 years..."

He sighs deep. Tears are coming in my eyes and I don't understand his choice that he did this. A big lump is in my throat

"Then I don't understand why do you not broke up with me, even though that's more painful than this! What is this Sonny? You have not courage to tell your feelings in front of me."

A tear is rolling down on my cheek

"And I don't know why I'm sad because of this...but I'm so dissapointed in you...instead of you behave like a real man to tell me the truth, you behave like a child who has not the courage for that. We tell tomorrow continue about the separation. I'm out..."

I'm walking up and I make my tears away. I'm relieved that I did this but I'm sad too because Sonny was THE man who makes me famous. For that I'm really thankful for that...