𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐫 - 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬 (𝐀 𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐢𝐨𝐩𝐢𝐜 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧)

1970𝐬, 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭

I think our relationship is just broken now. We try to save that but it failed always. Chasity suffers from that. We fight every evening because of little things. I try really to run away from him but I have no money for that. I must steal Sonny 300$ for that. Or ask him? I don't know. I must go away from him.
At evening he come back to home and first I say to him:

"Hey honey..."

Sonny smiles at me but he don't say anything. I wait til I feel that he is finally at home. After few minutes I walk him and asks carefully:

"Uhm..Sonny..I need 300$..can you give me that?"

Sonny looks at me confused

"Why do you need 300$?"

I sigh and I try to find an answer

"I..I..I need a flight..because of a CD recording."

Sonny nods and I think he understands that

"Oh well...of course I can..I'll give it to you then."

Then he walks away and I look behind him

"Thank you..."

Later gives Sonny me the money and I'm really relieved now.
The next day go Sonny out and I run immediately to the suitcase to pack my clothes. I always look to the direction from the door because I'm afraid that he comes back and see that I want escape. I'm finished with packing and takes my suitcase. I run out of the house before he is coming back. I call a cab and I sit in that. The cab driver looks to me

"Where do you want go?"

I sigh and look down and make first my sunglasses on my nose

"To the airport please."

He nods and he drives me to the airport. I take my suitcase and walks in the airport.  After when I walk in that I stand on the floor. I don't know why I did this. Why I walk away from him? I have guilty feelings that I did this now. I want to start crying and run out from the airport. Luckily there is a telephone box and call a friend. I cry meanwhile my explanation and she pick me up from the airport.
Later at the home from my friend

"Are you serious?? You want a divorce and run away?"

I sit on the sofa and I'm still crying. My voice is broken

"I don't know how I explain that to him. I have not power for that and I think Chasity will suffers from that."

My friend shakes her head and turns her arm around my shoulder

"Cher..Chasity suffers more now than you think. You fight everyday and she is afraid from that. Chasity feels better when you divorce from him."

I say nothing first...and I think what she is saying to me. I must really think about chasity and her health. But then I nod

"I'll do that...maybe today..but I don't know when Sonny come back to home. In the last time he is often away from home."

My friend strokes over my shoulder and I look to her

"Thank you..."

I try to smile and we hug us each other...

𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐞! 𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐮𝐧 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐦. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝.