OFFERNAGE [EDITING]

I Want You

Korah

***
I finally believe that all what is happening is real. Trevor explained it all to me and even more than I suppose to know. I can feel my heart still pleading for his hug while we walk to class.
"Trevor,what made you decide to tell me everything?". I asked.
"Anything can happen at anytime, I don't want to regret it later when I have the chance now".
He responded wisely.

"Korah...". Dawn drags,her face lightening up as me and Trevor entered class together. "What's going on?".
I shrug,holding my smiles by pressing my lips together.

"We are definitely going to talk about this". Tatiana whispers,smiling while I head to my seat.

I pray I'll be able to sleep this night too. I would be too busy smiling for no reason like I'm doing now.
I can fully believe what Dawn told me about him,she wasn't wrong.

"Bring out your Literature textbooks". Our teacher who I just noticed, instructed.
I pull my bag to my laps to check for mine when my phone vibrated. Silently,I brought it out to check the message,hiding it under my desk.

Trevor;Meet me in the library after class. I have something to give you.

Trevor just texted me right in class. I turn back to reply by nodding. I don't know how he got my digits but I sure know he's really sorry for treating that way and so he would do anything to make things right.

The moment our teacher left the class,Trevor went out,probably an evidence for me to tag along. Bro...what's up with the happy face?". Tatiana who had for class departure,asked.
Dawn also stood in front, looking curious.

"He told me how he feels about me too". I shortly say,biting my lower lip.
Dawn raises brow with her mouth forming a 'wow'.
"That's.. Surprising". Tatiana added.
I nod my head slowly. "I just..I didn't know".

"Well..I noticed". Dawn rolls her eyes,standing akimbo.
"Seriously Dawn. It's not time for that". Tatiana warned.
"I'm serious..I did notice. I mean..I saw the way Trevor was staring at you on Evan's birthday".
"That say he took me out of the party right?". I ask for clarification.
Dawn nods. "Yep".
I stood in a swift. "I'll be right back guys". I hurried out of class,leaving them bewildered.

On getting to the library, I notice how quiet is it. It's normally quiet but there's literally no one here.
"Hey.." Trevor holds my hand.

I turn sharply as he draw me to the shelf filled with books.

I feel my heart beat increase again. I don't think I've ever get used to this.

"There's no one here". I whisper and he nods.
"I asked them to leave". He pours.

My eyes pop open. This is his Dad's school but I didn't know he has a say as huge as this.
"What?, why?"

He raise his shoulders in a shrug,smiling brightly. "Just felt like".
I hit him softly on his hard arms. "Spoilt brat". I frown which in a second turns to a smile again.

Trevor looks down at his feet which made me tilt my head up to his face. "I'm really sorry Korah".

My shoulders drops,if it's possible to open my heart and show him how healed it is,I will.

"It's okay Trevor". I mutter,taking his face in my hands. I don't know where the courage came from to do that but I just want him to know it's really okay.

He brought his eyes to mine,a small smile forming on his lips. "I can't forgive myself for the way I treated you".

"I'll do that then". I quickly added,following his gaze in mine.

Trevor deeps his hand in his right pocket and brought out a blue flash drive.
"Here". He puts it in my palm.
"A flash drive?". I ask,wondering what I'd do with it.

He nods. "Yes. You can check what's on it when you want".

I turn it on my hand,getting a better view before tucking in to my pocket. "Okay.."
I low key want to check what's on it right now.

"Here's a little secret for you". He brought his lips to my ears. "That day you got wet and had to change to sports outfit, damn..you looked cute".

I didn't know when my laugh came out loud. That day I called him annoying jerk in my head.

"You just stared at me like a wet puppy". I said,trying to stop myself from laughing.

"At least I helped you with you uniform, it was almost trashed". Trevor spills.

I tried to join it all together. That means Trevor was the one who packed my uniform.

I shake my head in ultimate surprise while he just stare at me,blushing.

He has helped me in ways I didn't think of and it makes me like him more.

***

It all might be so sudden but I want to put in practice, what Trevor said. So later on,I'll have nothing to regret.

We ate lunch together while I notice Trevor stealing gazes at me. Tatiana and Dawn both made fun of how happy I am but that is another thing I can't fake.

I peep over to Trevor and Evan and saw him coughing,like he's choking on the food.

Trevor stood up and Evan followed him immediately. I arch my brows in worries as Tatiana and Dawn follow my eyes.
"What happened to Trevor?". Dawn asked.

I shake my head slowly. "I don't know". My voice low and shaky.
"I'll go check". I left my food to check what's going on.

Waiting in front of the boy's restroom,I peep constantly to see if he's in.

Some minutes later,I ran back to class to get my phone to call him.
"Trevor". I entered our class and saw him resting his head in the desk. He was the only one in class.

I exhale slowly,walking gently so I won't wake him up. I peep to his side and saw that he's sleeping.

I turn my chair to face him and watch him sleep.
A smile forming on my face as I faze from his curly hair,perfect brows down to his lips.
Sweat dripping on his forehead despite the fans been on.

I took my hand to wipe off his sweat when he held my hand, Slowly opening his eyes.
My breath stopped, I shouldn't have done that.

"If it's possible to swallow me with your eyes,you wouldn't wait a second". Trevor said,locking his hand into mine. "I'm stunning while I sleep right?". He giggled softly.

I bit my lops,nodding. "What happened earlier?".
My curiosity overflows me.

"The food was too spicy,and I guess I was distracted". Trevor replies,his head is on the desk.

"Distracted?".

"Yes,you distracted me". He raises his head,blinking fast and avoiding my eyes.

We are just in a class .why does it feel like we are the only one in the entire school?

My eyes slightly widen with my lips stretching in a smile. I had no idea I did that without even trying.

If this is what love feels like,I'm hundred percent in.