OFFERNAGE [EDITING]

Beyond Sanity

Korah

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It's roughly six months now and I still have hallucinations of Trevor, even while I walk on the street.

Been a fresher in the university of Toronto is exciting even though I sometimes isolate myself from some events.

Tatiana and Dawn also made it into the same school with me luckily. We meet everyday after classes and hang out.

They must be glad on how lively I am these past months but I still cry myself to sleep whenever Trevor crosses my mind.

Dawn would set blind dates with guys who told her they like me but I just neglect,still not interested in any other person.

"We are hundred percent going to be present at the upcoming fresher's party". Dawn spoke up after reading the content on a flyer.

"You've already decided yourself". Tatiana smirks.

"Korah is definitely attending,and I don't need to ask you". Dawn sibilated.

"You guys should have fun then,I'm not attending". I reject, my ears blocked with earphones as I listen to Trevor's voice on my songs.

I do this everyday and it keeps me alive.

They both turn to me and I shrug. "I just don't want to".

"Come now Korah. It's going to be fun". Tatiana pleads as we walk to Tatiana's car.
I'm learning how to drive while Dawn is just been lazy.

"I know..I know...I don't feel like". I argue,sliding into the front seat. Watching Tatiana drives helps a lot.

Dawn hits her forehead in frustration. "Korah,we won't go without you,final!".

Tatiana raise her brows. Is Dawn been truthfully or just saying,so I will be forced to tag along.

"No..you shouldn't do that. You girls can seriously go without me and I'll be fine with that". I tuck in my seat beat, avoiding their stares.

"We will all stay behind or go together". Tatiana said, getting Dawn's scope as she starts the car to drive off.

We all stay in different apartment but organize sleepover most times.
"You know I won't accept for you both to stay behind just because of me,right?". I arch my brows.

"Yes...that's exactly why we should all go together". Tatiana draws,driving into the main road with her eyes focused on the road.

I roll my eyes,shaking my head in their smartness.
"Okay..okay..you won". I finally said.

They sure have their way of talking into me like its a talent or something...

Dawn blows me a kiss from the back and I wave it off,chuckling. I glance at Tatiana and she just gave me a wink,blushing.

"Here..we..are". She parked at the side of my apartment and I came down,waving with gratitude before Tatiana drove off.

I sigh softly, taking my time while I climb the stairs to my flat,shoved my hand into my bag for the key and bursted in.

Flipping my body to the bed,I rub my forehead in tiredness.
It feels good to finally be home.

Bunch of assignments to attend to and my friends still want to attend some party.

I reluctantly pull off my clothes and descended into the shower. I touch my neck at the cold sensation of the necklace on my neck.

I close my eyes,remembering how Trevor placed it on my neck. Months have gone by but the feeling from that day remains the same.