SPELIVIA 2 ?

i love you too, spencer part 2 (version)

(red2266  requested me to write a part 2 to this, so I just wanted to say thank you. this is my version of the spelivia conversation in episode 9)

Earlier in the car, Olivia was in the car listening to the voice messages.

Father's Voicemail: "I'm sorry babygirl.. I'm sorry I got so angry and scared but I'm not anymore... ok? You can come home..please... please... come home. I love you. We love you. Will you come home?"

Liv started to tear up. She knew that her family missed her and they wanted her home. She was just scared. Scared of rehab. Scared of neglect and lack of love from her family. Scared of losing Spencer. Scared of everything. After hearing her father's message, she clicks on Spencer's message.

Spencer's Voicemail: Liv.. listen.. I know that you're scared. But I promise you, once you come home, everything will be ok. You will get the help you need, I believe that. And once you do, you will be able to be your beautiful happy-go lucky self again. You will be the Liv that I know and truly love. I didn't forget what you said at the cafe, ight? I still love you. And I know you still love me. I'm not going anywhere. So, please come home safe. Please..."

At that moment, Olivia completely broke down. She knew everyone that loved and cared for her so much wanted her home and that's what she needed to do. But before she went back to her family, she wanted to see a certain someone first.

Olivia arrives at Spencer's house and knocks on his door. He opens and sees Liv, her eyes being red and puffy from crying. He lets her in and asks her for water. Liv saids no. They then stand face to face with each other, silence echoing around the room. Both Olivia and Spencer knew that this conversation was needed but what they wasn't ready for, was the words that was about to be said.

"Always ask for exactly what you need." Olivia starts off. "It's one of the first things I learned in N.A."

There's silence again. Olivia closes her eyes, thinking this convo is about to be nerve-wracking. "God, this is harder than I thought." She says. Spencer cuts in. "Just say what you need."

"I want to go home. I just don't know how I'm going to face them after everything I put them through. Not alone. Can you come with me? Please can you come with me? Please?" At that moment, Spencer knew that he couldn't be the hero and help her. This whole situation is her business at the end of the day and she should be the one to handle it on her own. Spencer looks at her with a sad expression.

"I can't. You have to take this step alone." He saids. Olivia starts to get upset.

"Spencer, I came here because I can't do it alone. You said you loved me and now.. what.. you're just done with me?"

"I'm not done with you, I'm just trying to help you." He saids calmly, trying not to go at her so harsh. Olivia doesn't feel this way. "Funny because it doesn't feel like that."

At this moment, Spencer has had enough. He knew that the only way to truly help the one he loves is to tell her the honest truth and that way he will be able to encourage her to get help. He lets out his frustration.

"Where was your love for me when you drove us drunk? When you asked to put my life on the line for the cops, where was your love for me then?"

Olivia stood there frozen, hard tears about to drop from her already puffy eyes. Spencer's harsh but truthful words made her click in her mind. She had finally realized the mess she caused. He continues.

"Your addiction has gotten such a hold on you, that you're not even thinking of nobody else, not even yourself. You're strong to fight this Liv. You're strong enough to face your family alone, I believe that. But it don't mean nothing if you don't believe it for yourself."