SPELIVIA 2 ?

let it out

I'm fed up with All American and how they're doing Spencer and Olivia. Mostly Olivia. They're treating her very poorly and I'm not going to let this slide. She deserves better. This is a one-shot of how I want any of their conversations to go, just them being real and honest, no sugarcoating.

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"Hey." Spencer saids as he opens the beach house door. He sees Olivia with a slight smile in her face, as she seems nervous.

"Hey. Um... we should talk. No, scratch that, we need to talk." She replies with calmness. He nods and lets her in. They walk into the living room as they sit down, silence growing around before Olivia has the courage to speak up.

"You know, this whole separation thing between us, is killing me inside. It's eating me alive knowing that you're not with me anymore. Honestly, it shouldn't feel like this. We should be cuddled up together, laughing and watching movies, or just showing affection period but instead we're going back and forth with our feelings, knowing what we truly want."

Spencer scrunches his eyebrows in confusion. "Back and forth? Liv, you kept it pretty clear that us hooking up was closure. So, I thought that... you gave me freedom to move on."

"And you truly believed that?! Even with protecting my own heart, it still hit a core in my already broken heart to even insinuate that towards you. And be for real, the only reason you hooked up with me is because you felt guilty about me finding out about your little fling with that girl." Spencer sighs, finding nothing to rebuttal.

"Just be honest with me, did you move on from us and are you dating someone?!"

"No, honest to god no. I tried so many times to move on from you but I just can't. I planned a whole Valentine's Day with another girl instead of having it with the person that I truly love. You have been on my mind since the day I made that stupid decision. It eats me up knowing of what a huge mistake I made breaking up with you."

"You absolutely should feel that guilt. Considering the fact that I wanted to stay together and figure out our situation. I wanted us to find a way to balance our careers with our relationship. But no, you didn't want to. You thought it was best to set me free and focus on my dreams so that my light can shine because it dims when I'm with you. Honestly, do you know how disrespectful that is? To stand there and even think that I'm wasn't happy with the love of my life. To think that my light dimmed because of you. Those six weeks were hell Spencer. Not hearing a phone call, a text message or even a hello when we would be at close distance from each other on campus, it felt like torture."

"I can tell you one thing. My light became dimmer the moment I left that beach house, shattered."

"Those words coming from you, didn't seem real. It felt like a dream that I wanted to wake up from. It was pretty close to feeling like a nightmare."

"Spencer... I don't think you realize what those words did to me."

"Those words broke my heart. You broke my heart, Spencer."

Both set of eyes watered as tears were preparing to flow through their faces. Spencer hearing his ex's true feelings, Olivia finally having a voice and speaking up, it was a lot but it's what was needed to be said and heard.

"You breaking up with me. You going on a "smash tour". You smiling all up on your phone, supposedly having plans the night of the vortex game night. You spending your Valentine's Day with another girl. It never felt right to me."

"You must be really bothered that I'm doing my job... huh?" Spencer looks at her stunned. "What?"

"You know, me creating these stories on the people that could've ruined your chances at a lot of football opportunities. Oh, had I not wrote about Wade and the coach, all would've been peachy and we wouldn't be in this position right? Am I the villain in this story Spencer? Am I the bad guy--"