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Kentrell Gaulden 📍restaurant 6:39pm
"Why u keep staring at me ?" lani nervously and asked me .
I found my self just admiring her features and shit while we were on a date .
I decided to take her out because these last complete of days been stressful and we been distant .
I been dealing with trying to solve who tf want her dead and keeping her from finding out that I'm in contact with wezzy.
My underground drug business be straight , been making hella m's in ah day . Lani still don't know about it but I doubt she'll even care .
My rapping been cool , just it isn't really my passion anymore so yk how dat is I'm only really recording and dropping cause I owe my fans n shit .
"I can't stare?" I ask licking my lips and removing her hand that she was trying to cover her face with .
The shit i be doing and the feeling I be feeling begin with this girl is ... weird to me .
I haven't felt like this since nene and even with her my feeling wasn't this strong .
It's been 5 months with her and it feels like a lifetime . I promised myself that I'll never fall in love again . But I been second guessing that promise . I feel as if she don't feel the same at times .
When we have deep conversations n shit she tells me it's because she scared to get hurt or she doesn't know how to love and we relate with that shit .
"Nah u keep staring at me like det with dem low ass eyes and sexy ass smirk u gon get cho dick sucked messing with me boy" she replied taking another sip of her patron margarita drink she ordered from the bar .
She been real bold and horny lately, it's like once she became comfortable with the idea of me she been acting more her true self that I didn't see in the beginning.
It's crazy sometimes when I think to how we meet and shit . She was this fragile broken girl who now it's confident successful and her own person .
"o really ?"i question interested In her giving me some head nah . I think that was just the liquor talking for her doe cuz this like her 4th One.
Ion really like females that get drunk but fa her ion know just feels different plus she don't always get drunk , she know ion like det shit .
"Mhm" she hummed nodding her head smirking at me .
She was so beautiful, she was everything u been searching for and more . If ion marry this girl , then I'll never be happy .
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"Lay your head on my pillow, say, "Ooh-ooh" (No) Touch is makin' me feel a way, ooh-ooh Whenever I get around you, I lose it Lose it" lani song lowly as I drove with my hand rested on her inner thigh .
"'Cause I feel so comfortable with you You make me comfortable with you I feel so comfortable with you You make me comfortable with you You make me" she grabbed my chin singing making me grin and look at her .
"u comfortable with me huh ?" I asked .
"umm..let me think " she tap her chin dramatically making me wait for her response .
I knew she was comfortable with me , probably not in every way but soon eventually we'll get there .
"guh it's a yes or no slime " I chuckled seeing she was still thinking .
" ig .. yeah I am. I just never felt like this , and don't ask me how I feel cause I can't really express it ken " she replied rubbing my hand that was rested on her .
" mhm me to mamas , ik how you feel " i speeded into another lane .
"Ken?"
"yea mamas ?"
"I'm a broken person ?"
I looked at her confused . "Why would you ask that ?"
"idk I just- "
" no you're not broken if anything your perfect , yes you come from a rough past but that was makes your 1000x more beautiful to me and I'm not looking for nobody perfect , I love your flaws mamas and I like that your have hard time loving cause you understand me with dat shit we compatible ma "
"fr? you love my flaws? "
"yess every scar on your body , your mixed emotions ... everything "
"Good because I love your crazy self too "
This was the first time she had told me she loved me . Idk if it's cause she drunk or not but ima ignore it . I don't wanna say it back and it's not want she meant or better yet get hurt .
I look in the passages seat hearing light snores looking over seeing lani sleep .
I knew she was just talking .
"love you too baby" I replied pulling into my gate . parking the car i took the key out .
Walking over to the other side I opened the passenger door and grabbed lani bridal style .
Unlocking the front door dismissing the alarm and locking the door I headed up Stairs .
I layed her on my bed undressing her , putting one of my tees on her leaving in that with her panties .
I then went in the bathroom starting me a shower , I bathed and then got out putting on some never broke again shorts .
I climbed in bed next to her , wrapping my arm around her .
"Ima give you 213 days ma to actually mean that shit before I fall to deep " I spoke softly before dozing off too .
Sorry for short one ☹️.
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So basically they met in April right , ima say it's like September now . They been knowing each other for 5 months . 5 months = 152 days approximately.
365-152= the 213 days ken talking about . Okay ? Got it ? GOOD 😌
I was kinda lost on how to add the 365 but now I think I got it ... kinda . Might change my mind again 😭
