Breaking up with Hanma (Fairly sad)

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This has been getting requested. And, I've been itching to do this. This is what it would be like if you actually, for real, absolutely not gonna rickroll you, If you broke up with Hanma Shuji. How he would be without you, you without him, and getting back together.


This is quite long

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It was 12am, you were awaiting Hanma's arrival with glossy eyes. You stared out the window, the sky was a velvety black, with little to no clouds littering the sky. The moon was staring down at you in pity. The galaxies visible due to the lack of streetlights in your town.

It almost made you forget what you were about to do. The lights in all the surrounding apartments, including your own, were shut off. You closed the window, shutting the blinds and moving to the living room.

Hanma had been staying out late, way later than you'd agreed. And when he was home, he was ignoring you, shutting you out. He wasn't himself. When you hurt yourself, he wouldn't even spare you a glance. He didn't smirk around you like he used to. Valentines day was 3 days ago, he couldn't show.

You suddenly received a text:

My Yandere 🔪🩸

Hey Y/n. I will not be making it home today, I hope you understand.


You sighed. What were you thinking? It was obvious he wasn't coming home. Why would he? He's got better things to do, he always does. You had a heart of gold, he knew that. 

Having a heart of gold, didn't mean you threw yourself at people. Having a heart of gold, didn't mean that you let people in easy. You were kind at first. But those who took advantage of that, did not know you for kindness. Someone wanted your respect? They earn it. Someone wants your kindness forever? They earn it.

Perhaps Hanma was an exception. Perhaps, you let him in too easily. Perhaps you fell too easily.

The worst things about relationships, were ending them. But it was time to let go. Hanma was great while he lasted, in the end; 

Everyone leaves.

Everyone lies and leaves. It's how it works.

You rung Hanma, sighing as tears streamed down your face. It was time to be strong. 
It went to voicemail.

"Hey Hanma, you probably won't read this until you get home. I'm leaving you. You've neglected me, and I feel like you've taken advantage of me and my feelings." Your voice began cracking up, more tears streamed as you continued. "It hurts you know? Being loud in my laughter and silent  in my suffering." (If you get this song reference I love you sm pls marry me.)

"I really thought. I really thought, that; That we were loving each other. I can't have a one-sided relationship. Please accept my apology. Goodbye. I love you..." The line trailed off, with you leaving in tears.

When Hanma arrived

Hanma POV


I looked around the entire apartment, there was no sign of her ever being here. Ever since Valentines day, I couldn't talk to her. I felt so bad. I really wanted to be there, but Kisaki needed help choosing which truck was better, as well as shovels and clothes.

My phone buzzed, showing a voicemail that I hadn't read. I played the voicemail, and immediately recognised the voice. They were crying, and her voice was cracking.

"Hey Hanma, you probably won't read this until you get home. I'm leaving you. You've neglected me, and I feel like you've taken advantage of me and my feelings. It hurts you know? Being loud in my laughter and silent in my suffering. I really thought. I really thought, that; That we were loving each other. I can't have a one-sided relationship. Please accept my apology. Goodbye. I love you..."

I could feel my eyes widen at her last statement. They loved me? 
"No. No, she can't be breaking up with me." I could feel my eyelids droop as I frowned. "It's all my fault. It's my fault." I gripped my hair, ripping multiple things in sight, before crying myself to sleep.

"I lost the one person, who loved me. Without reason. And I took advantage of that." 

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He cries everynight

He's EXTRA aggressive to all people

He needs sleep.

Kisaki isn't worried, rather amused at your impact on his friend, however, he does not want it to last forever.

He can't look after himself

He just can't

He's really disappointed in himself

He lost the thing he loved

Without knowing how much he loved them.

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You without him

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It's not worse than him

But it still hurts

You tried to work on yourself

But, it felt so weird

without him.

You just felt weird

You almost expected hugs from him as usual

And when you woke up, it just hurt

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Getting back together

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You were sitting on a park bench, eating some taiyaki. You remembered Hanma, and a shadow fell over your face.

You looked up, only to see Hanma with a teddy bear and a black rose bouquet with chocolate in it. He wore an awkward smile with his ears twitching a bit. 
"I am so, so sorry y/n. I was with Kisaki-"

"It's always Kisaki. He always comes first, doesn't he?" You said, standing up from your sitting position. He looked down.
"That's why I want another chance. I want to make you my first priority. I won't ask for forgiveness. All I ask, is for another chance.?"
He gave a goofy smile, he was desperate, and obviously disheveled. You sighed, if he wasn't going to take care of himself, so someone had to do it for him.

"Fine, but f*ck me over one more time, and I'll make you wish you asked for more chances."

"Is that an option?" He smirked, leaning closer.

"Not anymore." You grinned, leaning into his slightly rough kiss.

He pulled you in, gripping your waist tightly while snuggling into the crook of your neck.

"I love you..."
"I love you too, Hanma Shuji."


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