Enjoy The Ride ⎜ Lewis Hamilton ⎜ Formula 1

21. "I could feel all the tension leaving my body."

IN THE LAST CHAPTER...

Skylar: Ahm... When the doctor came all I wanted was for her to say that I wasn't pregnant.

Me: I know, baby, and it's totally fine. I get it, you're young and you wanna live life, there's nothing wrong with that, don't feel guilty.

Skylar: LEW! Let me finish...

Me: Sorry, sorry. Please, go on.

Skylar: And... As soon as she said I wasn't pregnant, I felt sad. Almost disappointed.

My jaw dropped and I felt as if my heart was falling out of my mouth.

Me: WHAT?

...

Sunday, August 18th, 2019 - London, United Kingdom

Skylar: Yeah, I know. I've thought about it and it didn't even make sense, we've been together for like a month, it would be really weird if I had gotten pregnant right the first time... But I haven't been super strict with the pill, and we went on holiday, it could've failed... I don't know.

Me: Woah, woah, Sky, you've lost me at feeling sad. What do you mean you felt sad?

She laid her head on the couch and looked at me.

Skylar: I don't know. I guess I was getting used to the idea of having a little Lewis running around... - She smiled. - Not that I myself have the money to afford a baby. - I rolled my eyes.

Me: You're kidding. - I ran my fingers through her hair. - That wouldn't be a problem. - My heart was racing. - Please, feel this.

I put her hand on my neck and had her feel my heartbeat.

Skylar: Woah, why? 

Me: I... Just... What you said. It's my biggest dream to build a family. It was racing in Formula 1, being Superman, and building a family.

She smiled. 

Skylar: I knew about the first two. From interviews. 

Me: Really? You watched interviews I gave?

Skylar: Oh, you have no idea. The year we didn't talk I watched so much stuff on you...

Me: Really? - She nodded her head "yes". - You know? I never forgot about you. I just wished we could've stayed in touch. Imagine everything we would've done. Oh, and... - I was going to tell her something but I stopped talking.

Skylar: What?

Me: This is gonna sound made up, I swear it's not. 

Skylar: Now you've gotta tell me.

Me: I dreamt of you once. When I won the Championship. But it wasn't cute. We were having sex. - I scratched my head.

Skylar: What? Are you being serious?

Me: Yep... Come here. - I pulled her on to my lap and she laid her head on my shoulder.

Skylar: Ah, fuck, now I want a baby.

Me: We'll have one someday.

Skylar: Jesus, I look like a child. One second I'm petrified I might be pregnant, the other I can't wait to be. You must think you're dating a brat.

Me: Well, I already think that, just not because of your age. - I felt her smile on my neck. - One day we're gonna have a little Lewis and a little Skylar, and we're going to be super happy. But right now we're going to enjoy every singe chance we have practicing... - I ran my hands from her back to her thighs and pulled her closer to me. We started kissing and eventually the kiss lead us to the bedroom...