𝕀'𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕠𝕟 | 𝕓𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟 (𝕖𝕟𝕘)

𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟙𝟘

𝐊.𝐒.

"What is your relationship with Mr. Bang?" the doctor asked me when we got to the hospital. I hesitated a little, as a simple acquaintance I should probably not be able to meet Chan until tomorrow or so.

"I'm his girlfriend" I replied to which the doctor nodded "You can call one of his parents?" the doctor asked me again. I shook my head, slightly disappointed.

"I see, he's in a stable condition and no major organs have been injured by the attack, but he won't wake up until tomorrow from exhaustion... you can see him now, we'll call his parents for you" I nodded and followed the doctor to Chan's room.

It was early in the morning after waiting in front of the operating room and I could fully understand Chan's exhaustion. We parted ways in front of the room, which is why I slowly opened the door by myself.

Chan lied in one of the four beds that were still empty and slept in peace. I was reassured that the sight of him wasn't as bad as you know it from movies, he only had a monitor and an infusion.

I grabbed a chair and sat down next to the bed, looking at Chan's face who was calm. I smiled slightly before removing a strand from his eyes.

"What should I do now? Shall I tell you the whole truth, like in the movies? So many people do it, probably because they can tell the person in the face without them hearing" I smiled gently and leaned my head against the edge of the bed.

"I can't look at you while doing this, otherwise I still have the feeling that I'm disturbing you while you sleep" I laughed slightly exhausted and exhaled heavily.

"I'm sorry..." I started to reflect now "I'm sorry that you ended up in this situation, certainly because you are with me everything about you broke down.. maybe if you wouldn't have been there I  would have been beaten up... I would have preferred that, I don't know what's wrong with me that I suddenly like you so much... I thought I won't make it easy for you to accept your apologies but now I'm sitting here... and I'm worried about you, I don't know when it started... since the first visit to mom? The second time you gave me the flowers? When you were my very first guest at home? When you let me move in? I don't know... make a big party... I'm not mad at you anymore".

I closed my eyes, exhausted, hoping to find sleep even in this uncomfortable position. But luck wasn't on my side, the door was slammed open, so I jumped surprised.

"What happened to Chan?!" a woman's voice asked me, which is why I turned around and saw Chan's mother.

"What did you do to Chan?!" she asked me aggressively, which intimidated me "I have nothing done-" "Then why is he so demolished?!" she interrupted me.

I was trembling slightly from the woman's screaming and tried to form sentences "We were... attacked... and Chan... was beaten and... and then... someone pulled out a knife" I muttered with pauses and looked scared to the ground.

"How were you attacked? By whom?" the woman asked me, still angry about this fact. "I... don't know" I answered quietly and slowly looked up at her. "I can't believe it... you only had one job?!" the woman became aggressive again.

I felt tears gather in my eyes, which is why I looked at the ground again. Luckily the screaming was stopped by a nurse who threw her out because of the noise.

I was breathing heavily when the door slammed, I thought she was going to hit me any minute. I understand why Han and Changbin said I was lucky enough to move in.

I looked back at Chan who didn't twitch an eye at the whole drama. "Sorry" I smiled slightly and wiped away my tears. "The group doesn't live very well and I know what it takes to be caught doing something... that's why I covered them, I can't tell them off" I apologized and put my head back on the bed.