Ordinary// Shawn Mendes

Chapter 8

SAM'S P.O.V.

Did Gilinsky really just ask that? I look up at Shawn and he clenches his jaw, he's pissed but not at Jack because he doesn't know.

The words replayed in my head as I got teary eyed. "Are you a virgin?" Jack asked. All the memories from that night came rushing back. A tear slid down my face. I just shook my head no. They all asked who right away. "Shawn can you tell them the story?" I said crying into his chest. "The one you told me on the plane?" He asked. I just nodded my head yes crying into his chest some more. I knew all the boys were probably confused as fuck, but I had a feeling Mahogany already knew, it's just a sensor us girls have I guess. She ran up to me and rubbed my back "it's ok Sam, I promise" she told me. I hardly know her and she's doing all she can to cheer me up. These people are so nice. Shawn told the story and Gilinsky apologized right away "I'm so sorry Sam I didn't know" he told me. I wasn't mad at him, he didn't do anything. I got up and hugged Jack. "It's all good you didn't know" I told him

Gilinsky went down and did his dare and Hayes ran around in some of Lox's clothes crying about being a boy for a dare. Lox had to do 7 minutes in heaven with Jacob, obviously they didn't do anything. And there were some other stupid dares.

"It's already 11:00 damn. I'm going to go shower then sleep." I said. Aaron was already on the floor sleeping. And Matt went to his room a couple of minutes ago. "I'll come to" Shawn said. So we both went to our room.

I took my shower and Shawn said he's gonna take one in the morning so we just laid on my bed cuddling and talking. "Thank you for telling them" I thanked Shawn. "Thank you for being the best thing in my life" Shawn said kissing my nose. "Shawn?" I asked. "Yeah babe?" "Do you think we have a future" I asked him. Shawn just looked at me. "Baby girl only us and God know that, but I know one thing that I'm so in love with you and nothing will be able to change that. No matter what you will be stuck with me. I would go to war for you, I'd do anything for you. I'm in love with you, I know our relationship is new, and that were young. But that don't mean anything. Because if I met you 5 years ago or 5 years from now, I'd be in love with you then." Shawn said. "I love you so much." I said kissing Shawn.

SHAWN'S P.O.V.

I love her. I really do. "You're my girl
why would I not think that were gonna last forever?" I asked Sam. "Because look at us, I'm a girl nobody knows and you go on tours for being popular and good looking and singing, I never knew what opposites attract meant until I met you" She replied. "And I didn't know what being in love was until I met you." I told her. "What is it then" Sam said smiling at me. God I love that smile.

"Being in love is something you only experience once, you can think your in love but you're not. Being in love is looking at that person and smile because they're your's and nobody else's. It's seeing one person's smile make your day 100% better. It's the inseparable bond between two people. Being in love is not only the physical attraction you love but mainly their smile, not because it's cute but because you know when their happy your happy. It's always being happy because you get to know your favorite person. It's feeling awful when they are not happy and when you all get in a fight. You will be at your worst. I love you Samantha Michelle Walkins, I always will.

Sam just smiled at me, I kissed her and it got heated. Sam rolled on top of me. She started to take off my shirt. I let her, she then started to take off her shirt again I let her but then she started to pull down my jeans. That's when I realized how much this girl has been used for sex. She's not ready again I know she isn't. I stopped her and made up and excuse "I don't have a condom" but that's when Sam pulled one out. "Sam your not ready, I don't want you to think I'm using you for this. Ok? It's too early. I'm sorry I just don't want to hurt you." Wow I sound like the opposite of a 16 year old boy.