Ordinary// Shawn Mendes

Chapter 12

--2 days earlier--

SHAWN'S P.O.V.

I got my bags out of my room and I heard Sam in the bathroom. I wanted to say goodbye but it'd be to painful. So I just left. I got a cab and they brought me to the airport, I was still a mess. I had a hoodie on with my hood up and sunglasses on so no fans will notice me. I was waiting for my plane to be called so I decided to get on twitter. I was scrolling through and I saw that Sam posted a picture with Jackson of them at the mall. "Flight 782 to California is now boarding" I got in line and got on the plane. //SORRY GUYS I KINDA FORGOT WHAT CITY THEY LIVE IN IN CALI SO YEAH😂//

The plane ride was pretty chill. Nothing special happened. I went straight from the airport to the hospital I have to see my babysister. I drove to the hospital as quick as I could because every second counted the way the doctors were speaking. "Theres a good possibility she won't make it through the coma. But she could" The doctors words were replaying through my mind. I finally got to the hospital. I ran into her room because my mom already sent me the room number. "Mom" I said giving her a hug, "It's okay honey I promise I know your going through a lot right now Sam told me" I started to cry into my moms shoulder. I looked at Aaliyah's lifeless body. I started to cry more.

I sat down and held onto Aaliyah's hand "I love you baby sis. Don't forget that. I need you, I-I need you to fight through this. You make my world go round you make sure I don't fuck up like I did, I screwed up mine and Sam's relationship. I need you so much right now I love you so so much." I said to Aaliyah. My tears were falling on her hands. I just sat there next to Aaliyah for hours but it didn't feel like it.

A nurse walked in "Visiting hours are over you need to go home now." I kissed Aaliyah on the head and said goodbye. I then drove home.

I walked inside and it felt so good to be home. I missed it. It just doesn't feel right because the two most important people aren't with me. I went to my room. I miss Aaliyah and Sam. I miss them so much. Maybe if I would've stayed home Aaliyah would've been fine and then I wouldn't have fucked up with Sam. I wish I would've just stayed fucking home. All of this is my fault. I went to sleep listening to Sad Song by We the Kings.

I woke up at 6:00 a.m. I have to wake up this early because visiting hours start in 30 minutes. And I plan on spending every second I can with Aaliyah. I will be with her for 16 hours because I'm not leaving her side until visiting hours are over. I got ready and put my tank top and cargo shorts on because it's hella hot outside. I haven't laughed in days. I probably haven't smiled in days either. But this is all my fault. I deserve it.

"How has she been doing doctor" I asked the doctor. "Well ever since you came in here yesterday she's been doing surprisingly well. She must be able to hear you or something." he said. I smiled. First time I smiled in days. "Keep fighting Aaliyah I know you can do it. I believe in you I need you okay? Your the only thing I got right now" I told Aaliyah's lifeless body. I spent another 7 hours with Aaliyah and it's now 1:30. I've just been singing to Aaliyah and talking to her about life. "Listen Aaliyah, I love you so much, keep fighting because we both know your a fighter, remember when we used to push each other off the slide because we both wanted to go and one time you fell off and you came up and pushed me back and hit me and I had to get stitches because I hit my head on the pole?" I said lightly laughing, I looked down and Aaliyah lightly smiled. She must be able to hear me.

"Aaliyah if you can hear me squeeze my hand" I then felt a light squeeze in my hand. I smiled. My mom and dad gave this day just to me and Aaliyah. They said we should bond and trust me I'm not complaining. It's 7:00 now. I told Aaliyah how much of a fuck up I am then I heard a light mumble from her. I hit the doctor page button really fast then the doctor came running in. "She mumbled something!!" I said excitedly. She was back to her lifeless self but I know she said something.