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Its been entirely 2 effing days since I have been sitting idle and moping over loosing Jimin.
And these past 2 days Jimin has very much confirmed that he just couldn't take my whole existence into count.
I disgusted him, and all I desired to was to dig a deep hole, jumping into that and never escape.
Grumpily Leaving the room just when I walk in or maybe walking by me like I wasn't even there probably just became his thing prior 2 days.
I tried my level best to make conversation holding him back even though he yanked my grip away everytime with extreme revulsion persistent in his eyes but realised he probably needs his space and gladly gave him that.
"You okay there baby?" Mom worried like asked me as I was sitting by the kitchen counter helping her out by sorting out fresh vegetables for Lunch and replaying the last conversation i had with Chim.
" I am mum " Mom gazed at me for a second before she made her presence very much confirmed.
" You don't seem okay to me honey. I won't ask you what happened but things will get better, i know." Mom honey like whispered into my ears as she engulfed me into a tight hug.
Mother's- They always know.
I hugged her back- Never realized a hug during the breakdown phase can be this beautiful and needed.
" Mom- I ain't going to College today. I don't feel good. "
Can't take yet another day of Jimin ignoring me ruthlessly.
" No problem. Lets make lunch together. Wait let me play some music- it will be fun." Mom cooed at me as she picked on some retro songs from her times, hips swaying along the beat, a giant smile on her face as she tried to pull me out of my dark trying hard to make me dance round.
And she was successful- it was long since i felt at ease.
And with mom it was magical.
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It was around 5 when Sasha came back from college.
I was simply reading a book on the sofa when she very much entered the house and declared her arrival.
"Welcome back honey-" Mom wished her as she tossed her bag by the side and landed on the sofa with a thud.
" Ugh- i am so tireeed." Sasha whined out before calling mama again with quite some enthusiasm.
" Mom!!" Sasha calls after her when she joins us in the sofa.
" I have a friend thats coming over tonight. And he will be joining us for dinner and stayover," Sasha rejoiced, her cheeks red from all the excitement.
" He?" Mom frowned her eyebrows at her older daughter yet all she did did was blushingly look away.
" My boyfriend Jimin."
I choked. I so fucking choked.
Fuck this. I get that he is pissed at me and probably wanna throw me down the cliff but i would rather gladly accept that then to witness these two being lovey-dovey under the same fucking roof as me.
I wanna puke.
" You want me to give you permission to bring your boyfriend who is also gonna stay over night so that you can suck him off??" Mum sarcastically snickered back at her conforming that this ain't happening.
" Mom please- he is a good guy. He really wants to meet you all." Sasha whined like the big baby although she was over reacting a tad bit more battering her eyelashes.
