The Lotus Under Blood Moonlight(Noi x Oc)

Chapter 48

Noi's POV

Snuggle in bed , Tried
Counting sheep , Tried
Think about the most annoying thing and lullaby yourself to sleep , TRIED!

I groaned mentally as I stood up on the mattress. I was facing freaking sleeping issues! What the hell!

Shu by now was making me very uncomfortable. Her physical appreance , her personality , her emotions , her love...... She doesn't care about us any longer! That makes me wanna cry a lot and I don't know whyyyy!

I grabbed my shirt that I left on the chair as I got dressed and head out for a stroll to the garden that belongs to Shu now.

My thoughts were all mixed up like the potion that Ava had when she was sick. I was fueled with a lot of emotions , and I have no idea why.

Angry cause of the language she uses now for communication ; Happy for seeing her still alive ; Sad because she forgotten every single bit of her life as Usagi and Human Shu ; Afraid cause she might get us kill ; And.....

Confusion......

Why would she sacrifice herself to revive her mother? Why would she trade her memories for the sake of Mrs. Bungee? Why would she 'rather die than not letting a frown face upon her loved ones? Why......

does she had Hanahaki because of me?... If I could just happened to found out earlier , then she won't be like this.

"Gazing from my window~ There you are~," I was froze by the sudden melody from the garden where the entrance was a rose trellis. The familiar and attractive melody led to a figure who was sitting on the bench , facing to 5 rock made statues behind her.

"You're so very close and yet so far~," They turned their body , making the most gorgeous hair flip with the cool breeze."When I see your face, dear~
Then I know this much is true~," They stood up as they walked down the smooth rock path , me followed behind.

"There's no other one for me but you~"

I was shocked the sentence and words they just hummed.

"No other love for me~ No other one for me~ No other love for me~ I know deep in my heart~" They hummed loud as they leaned against the turnk next to the lake with those orange flowers that I last crushed them by accident.

"No other one for me~ No other love for me, it's true~," They hummed as they touched the petals of the flower with their skinny fingers , "There's no other one for me but you~" I was amazed by the melody as I suddenly stepped onto a dried branch which caught her attention quickly.

"Just come out already , I know you're there. It's not like your paces were that quiet." As they said so , I walked our from the trunk and walked towards them.

They're dressed in a pastel green string dress with black platform shoes. Their hair was let down loosely and horns sticked out. "Why aren't you sleeping already?" She asked while adjusted her scarf around her body.

"Just.....some annoying thoughts." I uttered softly as she asked ,"Was it her who's bothering your mind?" I looked at Shu who looked at me with her calm eyes and nodded in respond.

"You got feelings with her? I mean- It's not like I care." She said while turned away with her hand covering he half of her.....red face?

"Sorta....It's just that a bit dumb to realise it. She helped me a lot , like calming me down from Asch's tight orders , maybe helping me to court Av-" I immediately shut up by the second I realised I was talking about those sensitive stuff on front of her.

"What's with the hold up? I just got interested with this Shu of yours." She said with a smile which made me just realised that this wasn't the sensitive Shu. "I mean- The other Shu called them sensitive stuff since those affected her emotions a lot." I uttered while thought about the day when I last talked to Shu.