Bittersweet Blueberrys | Sal x Travis (Break)

- Chapter 3 -

(This Chapter is currently being rewritten, including following Chapters!)

PoV. Travis

This Boy.. Is weird. Who would wear his hair in Pigtails? That's for Girls, not a fucking boy! Whatever..

I'm pretty sure he is going to be my next Target. But I have to be careful, he has friends who can be dangerously. Even so, he's short a freak and an sinful faggot. He's always with the fags and I even see him from time to time with the Ginger Homo. Agh!

I fucking hate fags, they are against God's will, God will never accept Homos! They are all going to hell, for being sinful! Fucking Freaks. 

I decide he should feel pain.. even on his day of school. I wait behind some lockers, knowing that the blue haired freak is behind them. I listen carefully, but only hear the Voice from the Emo Loner. I come out and push him against the lockers. Both look shocked, which lead on him falling on the floor. 

His Fag Freak trys to step between but I just slapped her and pushed her away. She is about the same high as me but she can't fight. 

Still focused on the boy on the floor I hear how she takes the run. Hah, and that Freak thought he had 'Friends'! I kick him in the side, expecting him to cry, but nothing. He just stays silent.

Loud footsteps, no.. multiple foodsteps make me look away from the Freak. His Emo Friend comes back, this time shortly followed my Johnson and his best friend. Both are way taller then me, the Purple clothed Girl is thougher then she looks. Her Fist once hit me and I had to got to the nurse.

I'm in Danger, their Angry eyes pierce right through me, if I stay any longer I'm gonna end up dead for sure.

I run, leaving the faggots behind. The Stoner curses something after me, but I can't understand what. Seems like the Faggot does have friends. Fuck.

~ Time skip ~

I take my books from my locker and go to my next Lesson, hopefully not meeting one of the Loners. I check the classroom before I walk in, empty. Only a few students talk near the front. I sit in the last row, because I don't like talking to others. 

My Mother was the closest person to me, she was my Best Friend. But.. she isn't here anymore. She disappeared when I was just a kid, Father never tells me what happened but he always gets angry when I just talk about her.

I really miss her, she was the kindest Person I know, she was the best. I look a lot like her, my natural hair color is darkbrown, but after she was gone father forcefully bleached my hair, to make me look like him. I still bleach once a month, It's destroying my Hair. I hate it, I hate him!

I hate him more then anything!

~ time skip ~ (after school)

I went home to my Father. He wasn't going to be there for the next 2 Hours, always in Chruch and stuff. I have no Idea what takes him so long, but I was fine with it. In those 2 Hours I was alone at home, and I can do whatever I want. 

But he wants food once he comes home. After Mom was gone I had to thaugh myself to cook. He isn't very fond of me cooking, saying it was for girls, not boys. But noone else would cook here, but noone else could do so.

I'm doing the whole Household. He doesn't do anything, to busy with curch stuff. If it wasnt clean, he got angry. He's always angry at me. I'm never good enough for him. He is very religous, and want me to take over his position in Church one day. He prepares me, and I'm trying to make him proud. 

I want a normal life. A normal Father. 

One day, maybe, that's going to come true. But until then, I would be doing anything to get there. 

I sat on my Bed and made my Homework, and prayed. Father thaught me everything about God. Like Father I'm really religous. It's the only thing that had my hope in. God, Christianity, Praying. It gives me hope, knowing Father does the same. That God would see me and appreciate me. That he would help me.

I made my father a Coffee and Cleaned the small house. It started raining. Rain meant Father would be home soon. 

I made some soup, we dont have much different food, so It was soup. He doesn't really like it, but I had no time to go to the store. And Soup was fast, I dont have much time until he comes home. 

Speak of the Devil. He's home. He went to his room to change into regular clothes. After a few Minutes he came back. He was Angry, screamed through the house. He came back with his belt in his Hands. I forgot to wash his clothes. I couldnt understand what he was screaming but it was loud.

He grabbed my Hair, I tried to defend myself but It was hopeless. He dragged me into my Room with his belt in the air. The door was locked, I had nowhere to run. 

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He left after about 10 Minutes. My Nose bleed and had another black eye. I felt pain in my whole body. I listened to the rain. It calmed me down a bit. 

I layed in my Bed. I had nothing much in my Room, so I took my Bible and read. I read trough the pages. I heard the door on the other side of the house close. Father went to Bed early, luckily. Maybe he's out of the House before I go to school. He isn't to angry in the morning. Especially If I have school. 

I went to Bed. I want to sleep. Maybe tomorrow would be a better day, but probably not. Probably will tomorrow be like Casual. Like shit.