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I sat here staring at Dez...Monica across the dinner table as she ate her chicken like nothing was wrong. Everything was wrong.

I loved her and was in love with her so deep, I couldn't imagine her being behind all of this, and being the cause of our dead child. Like, our child?

I didn't listen to any of them, I left Sol who I honestly is in love with. Like a fool, this isn't me, I am not naive, stupid, dumb blind none of that.

For her I was all of those things all of the time. I believed everything she told me, she put her hands on me, she's cheated on me, with I don't know how many women.

I followed her one night, she claimed she was going to meet up with Jason. Instead I followed her to Kris and Ash estates. She got out, and went inside, I could see through a window that she was kissing that Gianna woman who was holding a baby.

I cried for days, and days. Then everyone kept bringing it up to me. I knew, I've always known. I didn't want it to be true because I was so happy to have her back.

Not anymore.

"Why you look so depressed?" She asked while I pushed the corn around on my plate.

"I miss our child, do you not?"

"Of course, I do what kind of question is that?"

"You don't seem too, you never asked where she is buried, ask to see her, nothing" I said.

"People grieve differently."

I just nodded my head.

"Where are you going?" She asked as I stood up.

"I don't like this food."

"Excuse you?"

"Oh, sorry...this food taste like another bitch cooked it" I tossed my entire plate at her.

"Are you out of your fucking mind?" She stood up angrily, with food falling off of her.

"No, but June is and I am going to call her. You got an attitude at me, but you got a fucking wife and a another fucking child. You lying disgusting bitch" I threw the butter knife at her.

"I see they all got your head fucked up" she laughed.

"You...you think so huh?"