My life in the apocalypse

Chapter 18

*roxie's p.o.v.*

When I woke up Carl's arms were still wrapped around my waist. I tried to get up but he just pulled me back down. I heard chuckling behind us and I turned my head. I saw Rick standing there with a smile on his face. "Please help." I whisper trying not to wake the rest of the group up.

He comes over and opens up Carl's arms so I can get out. I stand up and say a quiet, "Thanks." "You're welcome. Do you mind coming outside with me? We need to talk." I nod my head worriedly and follow him outside. What if he makes me break up with Carl? What if he kicks me out of the group? So many questions were going through my head as he shut the door quietly behind us.

"So what did you need to talk to me about?" "Listen, I know you love Carl, and I know he loves you." "Yeah." "I just don't think you guys should date anymore. I don't want him to die because of you."

"Die because of me? Are you serious right now? I love him and there is nothing you can do about it! We are not breaking up! I can't lose him again! I went through that once and I never thought I would see him again. I'm here now, he is here now, and we are together. Nothing will break us apart. I don't care if you approve or not. I don't care if you just lost all respect for me and don't care about me anymore. To be honest I wouldn't be surprised if you had any of that for me in the first place. But we will stay together." I say and walk back in the church.

I went into one of the back rooms and just let the tears flow. The more and more I think about it the more and more I think Rick is right. I don't want Carl to die for me. I need to break up with him.

A/N. I'm so sorry guys! I had to do this in this update. But don't worry your pretty little heads I will do an update tomorrow and it might or might not continue with what Roxie is going to do. You'll just have to wait and find out! Also sorry for it being really really short!