My confused angel: A Castiel love story

I'll always protect him

"Brother, I want to make an Angel as well." I say looking into his eyes.
"Then make one. I am your equal, not your superior. Why are you telling me?" He asks.
"Is it wrong to want the blessing of my big brother?" I ask with a soft smile.
"Not at all." He says, smiling also.
"Well, at that, I'll be back later then." I say and walk away.
"Alright Ella, I'll see you later with him." He says.
"Him?" I ask, turning back.
"I know you sister, you'll come back with a son." He explains.
"For now I only want one. I don't think I could handle thousands like you can brother. You know me so well, you just might be right." I say, walking away with a big smile.
• • •
Bright light. So bright, too bright. I close back my eyes. Whispers are filling the air, my head no longer hurts, making it seem as if it was all a dream. Finding the strength, I once again open my eyes.
"Ma'am? Ma'am! Are you alright?" I see a boy, of age maybe sixteen.
"Yes. I am fine, thank you." I say, getting up. I nod at him and walk away, before thinking
...Where am I?
I turn around to face the boy and walk back.
"Where are we?" I ask.
"Ireland." He says.
"Ireland?!" I whisper/yell.
"Y-yeah." He stutters.
"Uh, thank you." I say and once again, walk away. When I'm miles away, I stop.
"I guess I have my powers back, time to find out then..." I mutter. I concentrate on where I want to go and I feel the floor escape my feet and then I land somewhere, having to steady myself so I don't land on my face. I look up to see exactly the person I was looking for.
"Ella?" He whispers, shocked.
"Hi Sam." I whisper back, managing a small smile.
• • •
"Lucifer, will you stop trying to get the Angels to hate humans?" God asks, upset.
"I'm sorry, but I don't want to love those naked monkeys over you and mother." Lucifer says, sadly.
"They are not naked monkeys! And you will!" God yells and walks away. Me walking in at the last part. I see Lucifer and automatically wrap my arms around him, pulling him into a hug, which he accepts, holding me tight.
"Why does he not like me, mother?" Lucifer asks, still hugging me.
"He loves you Lucifer, he's just frustrated." I say into his hair. He pulls back.
"You'll always love me, right mother?" He asks.
"How can you ask that? I will always love you no matter what." I say.
"I love you too." He says, smiling. Just as I'm about to say something, Gabriel walks in.
"Oh I'm sorry Ella, was I interrupting? I can come back..." Gabriel says.
"No, it's fine. I'll see you in the evening. Farewell." I say, smiling at them, and then walking away.
• • •
"L-Lucifer, what have you done?" I whisper. I stare horrified at him, at the scene I see in front of me, not wanting to believe this has happen.
"I did it because I cannot love them more than you. I did it for you mother." Lucifer says. I see around half of the population, which in this time is around thirty, dead. Slaughtered.
"Leave." I say, emotionlessly.
"Mother?" He asks, thinking I'm mad at him.
"Return to Heaven, and do not say a word about this to anyone." I say. He nods and disappears.
Once he leaves, I do the only thing I know...I get rid of the bodies and never let my brother know,
I protect him.
• • •
"Ella, what happen? When the white light left, you were gone. I thought you died, so did Dean." Sam says, worried.
"I saw my brother." I say. Sam looks at me weird.
"Your brother? Since when do you call God that?" He asks.
"Sam I...I've been getting back my memories." I say.
"So?" He asks.
"So far I remember having a close bond with my bro--God, I remember the way I talked and I remember some parts of Lucifer." I explain.
"What do you remember about Lucifer, Ella?" Sam asks. I take a deep breath.
"...That'd I'd do anything to protect him." I say.
• • •
"I wanted to know what you think before I do it or not." I say.
"Do what, mother?" Lucifer asks.
"Would you like another brother or a sister?" I ask.
"Although you are my mother, God's Angels are technically my brother s and sisters and I do not want another." He says. I look at him shocked, thinking he would want another sibling.
"Are you sure?" I ask.
"Yes. I want to be the only child of Ella." He says.
"Is that the reason? You don't want to be ignored or forgotten?" I ask and he does not respond.
"Lucifer..." I say and he still doesn't respond.
"Lucifer look at me." I say. He finally looks up.
"Remember this. I will never forget or ignore you." I say.
"Me either. I would do anything for you mother...anything." He says.
• • •
"Ella, you don't realize...you say you were gone twenty minutes talking to God, but time is different down here." Sam says.
"Yeah, four months on earth is forty years in Hell, so I think it's the same thing up there." Dean cuts in.
"What are you trying to say?" I ask.
"You were gone for a month, it's too late...it already happen." Sam says.
"What already happen?" I ask.
"The Angels succeeded, Lucifer's already here..."
• • •
"Ella, what the hell are you doing?!" Sam yells. I continue to strap the chains.
"Listen, the 'old me' is starting to come back." I say.
"So what?" Dean asks.
"And she wouldn't hesitate to hurt you if you mess with her child." I explain.
"But chains? Really?" Sam asks.
"You're right, go get something stronger. Or leave. I don't think there's anything that can hold a god." I say.
"Ella--" Dean starts.
"No! Get out of here, NOW! Before I hurt you." I say, freaking out.
"Calm down..." Sam says. But I don't respond, she won. She's back.
"Ella?" Dean asks. She looks up. 'She' because it's not me anymore, I'm locked away. She locks eyes with Dean and pulls him forward with her mind. Dean stands there, shocked and scared, but not showing it.
"Where. Is. He?" She asks.
"Who?" Sam asks, still at the spot he was.

"Don't play stupid child. Lucifer. Where is Lucifer?"