My confused angel: A Castiel love story

Back for now

A/N: In case of confusion, italic lettering is human Ella's thoughts, and bold lettering is God's sister Ella's thoughts. I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING IN 2 MONTHS I LOST MY IPOD BUT IM BACK NOW!!!
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"I haven't seen you in decades..." Lucifer whispers.
"I know. I didn't even get back my memory until a little while ago." I say.
"What do you mean 'get back'?" He asks, concerned.
"My brother took away my memory and made me human because I tried to defend you. I wouldn't have let him put you in the cage other wise." I say.
"But you're back now?" He asks.
"In this body, yes, for now." I say.
"For now? What do you mean mother?" He asks.
"I do not wish to stay in a body that does not belong to me." I respond.
You're going to give my body back?
Yes.
"But then you'll have to return to Heaven if you do not take a vessel." Lucifer says, worried.
"Then so be it." I say.
"You won't be around to see my plan..." He says, sad.
"Plan? Lucifer what are you planning?" I ask, worried.
"I'm going to cleanse the world." He says.
"Cleanse of what?" I ask.
"The lower beings. The ones who the angels are superior to. Humans." He responds.
What?! No!
"Lucifer, there are humans for a reason. You cannot do that." I say.
"Why? Do you want me to love them more than you also?" He asks, angry.
"I want you to respect them." I say.
"They do not deserve respect! Look at what they've done to this planet." He responds.
True...but still!
"I do not allow you to do this." I say, firm.
"I am sorry mother, but there's nothing to allow. Later, you'll thank me." He says and poofs away.
Argh! I'm so frustrated!
Swear.
Swear?
Yeah, it always makes me feel better.
"Uh...hell! I say.
Good start...
"DAMN IT TO HELL!" I yell.
Whoa there, now we gotta wash your mouth out with soap.
Why would you need to do that? Humans do not wash they're mouth with soap.
Uh...never mind.
"What am I going to do now?" I ask myself.
I love my son, but I won't allow what he is planning.
Then go to my brothers. They want to stop him as well. They'll help.
But they want him dead.
No, they simply want him put away so he doesn't hurt anyone.
Alright...I can settle for that.
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Sam and Dean had been discussing what to do about the situation when I popped in. I must've startled them because they jumped.
"Boys, it seems we have a common interest." I say. They both just stare at me. Sam seems to snap out of it first.
"And what might that be?" He asks.
"Making sure Lucifer doesn't harm anyone." I answer.
"What changed?" Dean asks.
"Nothing changed. I never wanted him to hurt anyone. But since that is now his plan, I will help stop him." I reply.
"Why should we trust you?" Dean asks.
"Wait...did you tell him to stop?" Sam asks.
"Yes, why?" I ask, confused.
"Well if he's a momma boy and won't even listen to his mom..." Sam starts.
"He will definitely not listen to anyone else." Castiel says, suddenly appearing.
"Damn it Cas! Would you knock it off!" Dean says.
"I apologize for scaring you." He says. He turns to me and I see hope in his eyes. Also...love?
Love?
Yes, it radiates off of him like a furnace.
But...
He loves you.
He's an angel, he can't.
Never question how strong love is. It can break anything...and anyone. Including being emotionless.
"Hello Ella." Castiel says.
"...Hello Castiel." I respond.
"Well this is awkward." Dean says.
No shit Sherlock.
Who is this Sherlock?
He-ah there's no point.
"So is there a plan to stop him?" Sam asks.
"That's your job Sammy." I say. But it wasn't me, it was human Ella. Somehow she managed to speak her thoughts. Sam and Dean look at me strangely. Castiel even looks surprised.
How did you do that?
I-I don't know.
"As a sign of good faith, I'll let your Ella take control for now." I say.
Wait what?
I close my eyes and focus. A bright light shines around me and suddenly I'm locked away in her mind. I have the key, but I'll let her be in her body for a while.
~~~~Human Ella's P.O.V~~~~~~~
I open my eyes. I see Sam, Dean and...Cas.
"E-Ella?" Sam asks.
"It's me Sammy." I say. He rushes over and hugs me tightly. Once he releases me, Dean hugs me.
"I missed you guys so much." I say, almost crying. Once Dean is stops hugging me. I focus on Cas. He's just staring at me. I remember other Ella's words;
He loves you
Love,
it radiates off of him like a furnace
So Cas...loves me?
Do I love him?
Staring at him, I find my answer.
"We're gonna leave the room..." Dean awkwardly says. They both leave, and I'm left with him.
I slowly walk towards him and he does the same. Once I'm in front of him, he hugs me, tight, like if he lets go I'll be gone. He only lets go to put his palm on my cheek.
"Ella, I've realized something." He says, looking deeply into my eyes.
"What?" I whisper.
"That when your not around, all I seem to think about is you. And when I'm near you all I want to do is hold you. When your is danger I want, no, need to protect you. I am supposed to feel no emotion but I'm pretty sure the emotion I feel when I'm near you is love... I love you." He whispers.
I stare at him shocked. Who would've thought that these last six months would turn like this?
"Cas..." I say. Not being able to contain it, I press my lips to his. Instead of freezing, he responds right away, kissing me back. Moving his lips in synch with mine. The kiss, holding so many emotions, the main one being love. Running my fingers through his hair, I pull closer, not breaking the kiss once. Needing breath, I pull away.
"I love you too." I say. I see him smile.
And damn, his smile is perfect.
"Ahem..." Sam says, coughing.
How long has he been standing there?
"Uh, Dean has a plan." Sam says awkwardly. Cas goes to Dean first, but not before kissing my forehead. Once I'm standing alone with Sam, I have no idea what to say.
"I saw this coming, surprisingly." Sam says. I stare at him confused. I stare at him speechless.
"By the way, don't let Dean see you guys kiss. He's gonna freak out when you tell him, imagine him seeing." Sam says, with a soft smile. I lightly chuckle.
"Yeah." I say and we both head to Dean and Cas.

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A/N: I feel like I lost my touch at writing. Did you like it?