It's been exactly 8 days since I arrived in this world. And started this week, I will learn what I should learn as a noble, again with this body.
Since I don't have a memory of Philippines, I need to do it. I felt shame just imagining how I represent my new family as a noble.
I am a 21th century girl who grew up in a society with no etiquette like that! So don't blame me, even so, I need to do this. For me, Philippine's family, and for him!
I will not accept that Philippines is a girl! My mind and rationality have already given up to reason out why but still! He. Is. A. MALE. Period.
No one will bend that belief of mine.
All I did last week was recover and keep my sanity intact. I learned that aside Philippines as a girl, there are other details I discover making it possible that the story I read is not absolute and/or different from this world. But that aside, I need to work hard (that I never done my entire life, aside from reading passionately in whypad all day long) before I step out this house.
Fortunately, his father is kind enough to understand my poor brain forgot and acting that I lost my memory. It's convincing maybe because I don't really have a memory of this place and Philippines terrible on acting.
I face palm inward when I see their face disoriented with my sh*ty act. But alas! It's success, thanks to their considerations.
His dad assigns me to his previous tutor since he is young, though old, he is still sharp and fortunately agree despite resigning to be a tutor. I mean, how did his dad convince him...? Connection?
Never mind, the tutor is here so it's check. He will teach me all related to mind skills.
Another is my etiquette lessons; his mom will teach me. Umm... I don't know but I really deny it at first. Well, they stare at me with suspicion which was likely with my stupid mistake. I just told them I will feel awkward if she will personally be the one to teach me, which really am! I don't know them for ghad sake! And being stuck with her, sorry Philippine even if it's your mom it's still hard to adapt that so easily.
For several hours every day with her will give me time to develop anxiety. I'm not really into strangers, just how do you think I spend my life reading without problem? Of course! By spending your time by yourself!
'Honey, that's why I need to do this. So that you can become comfortable even without your memory.' She gently said.
'Yes, but...'
'It will be the same for the others. They will all be stranger for you with your condition.' Said his father.
'I know, but..'
'Hush now honey, we will begin next week.' She.
'That's right. Go to sleep and rest. We love you' he.
....
Those couple leave my room that night without giving me time to argue back. But they are right, it will be the same for others. I'm grateful but taking it one at a time is fine, you know? I have these complicated feelings of transmigration, Philippine as a- no! HE is a male! This new environment, etc. etc... Then now, a lovable mother which different from MY mom wanted to be close to me. What's next? I will call her 'mom'?
I... I think I can't bear to. I need time to adjust. But no matter I want it, the story will start less than two months now. And I need to step out this house as proper as possible.
Why do I go this far? Because for me, the male lead and female lead is a star!!!! Philippine is my favorite ml but not my favorite character, I'm sorry Philippine T^T
But don't worry! Neither is the main male lead or the female lead. I need to witness the author's magical description of their meeting. Though, why do I feel like something will happened? Bad~ will happened.
Ah! Never mind and focus! I need to finish this pathetic history class and break time! I love their desert here. As expected of nobles!
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After a dying confusion of what is what and who is who, my class ended. Shaking my head from the sound to go away from the old man's lectures, but it's no use. It's still there despite the delicious looking desserts in front me.
Sighing in defeat, I sat straighten my back and starts digging in.
After a while, a maid knocks from his room. I am in his room, I'm still overwhelmed to live in a mansion like house for the first time in my life, so I spend my time in my most comfortable space- his room.
"Come in." I said pretending to be one of a noble he is.
Did I do great?
The door opens revealing Baguio, the maid who firstly came in my room since the incident of waking up from the shock of Philippine as-!
Well, she is a nice girl which I quickly comfortable with. Much faster than his parents, one is the time they spend with me than Baguio.
Baguio is a maid after all, his personal maid. She is a pretty cute kid at her teens when she becomes his personal maid with her talent and adorableness. Which I agree to choose, if I was him.
Going back to her, she came inside with envelops in her hand.
"Young lady, these are all your letters since your incident. The Baron said that I can give it now to my lady since my lady recover and adapting more comfortably."
Woah, that's new.
And a lot.
I glance the letters inside the container she is holding, its nearly full of letters. As expected, Philippine is popular! Maybe there are love letters!!
Is what I expected but not. Most letter are from his friends from all over the globe (maybe?) asking for his visit. Some are letters from his siblings in the academy. And the remaining letters are... strange. I don't understand it even know it. I shrugged, it's strange but not suspicious. Maybe?
That reminds me, Philippine has two older siblings?? I read one not two as his sibling. Who is the other one??
And they are coming home in a month for vacation, it was written on the letter.
But strangeness aside, of all the letters, only three letters know his accident. His siblings and the strange sender...
What's going on??
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