I feel like my souls is leaving my body.
After hearing the great revelation, I walk unknowingly to Philip's room without knowing anything and sat at the bed all day long.
I only snapped to this reality when I recalled Indo's words.
'...the marriage has been postponed.'
'And I'm planning to extend it due to your amnesia.'
"Good!"
I stand holding my fist to the air.
That's good!
With this, I don't need to get married! And Philippine too!
Two birds with one stone.
But... I need to came up a plan to prevent this marriage.
Who knows how long I'll be in here!
Think, though I'm stupid, I'm capable of using my head... sometimes. When NEEDED! And I NEED it now.
Brain power, help me!
Things are not easy as they are. Like those I read in novels, when trying to break the marriage or engagement, the latter won't be unbreakable instead! Worse, they'll stuck with me!
Ahh!! What should I do!?
Think, think!
Wait... Amnesia? Due to my so called amnesia..? Does that means when I remember, which really impossible, he won't continue the marriage??
Right? Did I get it right?
And there's other reasons I could use too.
Like the Maharlikah family loves and value Philippine as the most treasure above all!
I could request to cancel the engagement!
Let's see, I have three options.
One, let things flow the way it is. I never read Philippine got marriage so it's possible we'll eventually part ways. And if ever I did something, I might seal my fate by marrying him!
Two, using my amnesia as excuse. Delaying it as long as possible, and it's good to know there's no specific date the doctor said from this condition. It's either delaying to return my own world or waiting for Philippine to return!
And lastly, asking his parents' approval to break this engagement. They loves him, so was his brother Del Pilar. So convincing them is the best option for now.
Good! I'll talk to them.
*
"Let's discuss it when you recover."
"..."
Bang!
The door closed as the couple left for some errands.
Back to my room, that's all answer I got.
'what the f*ck?'
Why?
Why did it turn like that? I went to find them as soon as I formed the plan, but they just ignore me like that??? They ignore Philip, their beloved son(daughter)?!
WOW!
Ahh! Now third option is no-no. At least I'm now sure I won't get married any time now.
It's lacking that I don't know the specific month at least, it all depends to my recovery BUT! I don't have amnesia!
"Haa..."
I never work this hard my entire life! I have mom to take care of me even I get old! Of course I'll take care of her too still! I don't want to get married!
Not even in different world! Especially that it's not my body!
This is driving me mad.
Slap! Slap!
I slap both cheeks to clear and made my mind. I'm too overwhelm with my situation. The novel will start soon and I need to get out the mansion, I need to do something!
Speaking of something.
I get up from bed, on the way the table in the corner, and sat.
Open the drawer, there a single notebook and writting objects appeared.
But it's not what I needed. I touch the a single corner from the buttom then a gap rose. Sliding it upward, a hinden space unfold.
I shove my hand and got what I need.
This is few of Philippine's secret depository. And this one was the most important place which he told the heroine in case for something. Since its his bedroom where he always been.
That text is strange too, why would Philippines let her know his secret vault to her? I know that she's the heroine and he like or loves her but... For something?
Like what?
Well, another mystery. Perfect timing.
I now use this gap to hide my diary which I pretty much write all I remember from the novel. I, too, started to write what I found suspicious from the novel and out the novel.
Few things like, Philip's accident, his another sibling(presumably Martial, if not a personality obviously), and now the marriage or the fiance relationship towards Indo; outside the novel.
Inside the novel were: the start of the novel in less than two months prior, meeting between heroine and main lead, the following male lead appearing in the novel, the incident of the largest merchant Keda group which the female lead's family were, etc.
And the most important, the 4th male lead and the heroine meeting!
That means, me and her will going to meet!
I didn't decided yet to meet or avoid her!
I mean I'll secretly spy her and the male lead's interaction for the first time for personal reason (which me fangirling an idol who's known impossible to meet but suddenly can!).
However, I don't think I need or even want to meet her!
Well, I'll decide when I see the two... That's it! Yes, I'll do it like that.
I'll decide when I got to see her if she's the same as the kind outgoing and friendly female lead.
There are things different from what I thought it would be so it's possible that we (the female and/or male lead) will coexist peaceful or not!
I read a lot of novels where things are bound to happen in another way around. Either good or not. Better safe than be sorry.
Organizing my head and plans once again, I pull all my time until a maid call me for dinner.
Great, I'm hungry too.
I place the my diary back to the gap, slide it back then closed the cabinet.
So I stand up, stretch my body before going out.
On the way the dinning room, I passed by a knight going somewhere. An orange seemingly like hair flowing, I looked back in amazement as the sun shone through him.
Until he's gone, there I finally realized I'm staring like an idiot in the center of the hall, looking at nothing but the air.
Immediately, I run-walk embarrassed.
I continue walking while blushing still which eventually subsided along my walking pace to slow down.
Not learning my lesson, I once again looked back from where I came from. Unfamiliar knight that I never seen before coming here.
Well, it's been 8 or so days since I came here so it's only naturally, I don't meet all the knights from Philip's father's mansion.
With last glance, I turn to the front. I shrugged and proceed to where I'm going.
I wonder what's for dinner~♪
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Author's note:
Title edited; I remove the "Planning for break up."
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