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14: Martial

Morning came, but I did not sleep after what I heard.

They did not get along, almost everyone proven that. But Martial as a prime suspect for Philip's incident? Unbelievable, they are 50-50 getting along in all the universes that I read! As in half dislike nor hate and another half for like or love! But, Martial will never will! Right?

There are tons of stories about them but never... did I read... one...?

But...

[He's... different. He's, he's...

I'm... scared of him.]

Is that why Philip is scared of him?

Philip is scared of Martial. No, perhaps most stories about Martial painted him no good. And this story included. Still, it's not maki—

{Help me...

I'm scared...}

Suddenly, some random past came. Its just few words but vivid image of a girl sitting in a bathroom, wet, shivering, and scared.

I... I stand there, recalling the image and trying to replay the same voice im my head.

I...

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Just...

Of... all the stories I read about those brothers was rather... How should I say it? Strangely yet not?? They are siblings and its normal to quarrel between them but...!! Urrggg! Why did I read those fanfics!!! Those weird fanfics about those two!! They are brothers?!?!??!!!! Ahhh!!!

I could feel my sweat dripping at my face, the goosebumps are real. No, its not that but its anxiety! Since I am that Philip right now! Please god no, i don't want to be like those illegal ships! I regret it, I will never read illegal ships anymore! Please, just don't do this to me, god!!

Pulling my head to lessen the stress up my head, it want to kill myself reading those illegal ships!! Urggg!! Why?! Did?! I DO THAT!!!

Really regrets it!

Ahh please let me die now.

I read a fanfics about siblings being ship together and taking it further.
I enjoyed it.

But now... I don't.

When I saw Martial that night, sure he is handsome like every writer wrote him to be BUT!! That's wrong! Especially me!! I'm Philip now! Developing such crush is NO-NO!

THOSE FANFICS CLOUDS MY CLOUDY JUDGEMENT MORE THAN EVER!

LOOKING MARTIAL IS IMAGINING THOSE SCENES OF THE FANFIC!

FUTA! (PUCK!)

just kill me...

I buried my face to the pillow, too ashamed to face the world.

"Young miss, its time to wake up."

"FUTA! (Puck!) What the Hell, Baguio!?"

Shaken to who said that, it turn out its Baguio but what is she doing here??? Inside my room??

"I know a few times but I don't hear any response aside from gambling of the young miss."

Wow... Am i that loud? Did I do that? No, that's not the issue.

Baguio being here means its time for breakfast. What should I do? Martial is there... I can't face him, my imagination will ran wild. I... I don't want to think like that especially that I'm Philip and it is Philip's brother...

"Umm... Baguio? Do we have a visitor?"

"We don't have, young miss."

"Ohh!?"