I don't sleep...
I drift in a land I between
I don't sleep...
I close my eyes and it's either
Like a blink and I wake up exhausted
With no dreams
I don't sleep
Because when I do
I dream of monsters chasing me
And blood shed
When I sleep
That's when I'm reminded
I'm all alone
When I remember all the things buried in my subcontinent
So I don't sleep
I drift in the land between
Wake and sleep
Where I can rest just for a moment because I'm off again
I don't have time to sleep
To many people need me
So I rely on caffeine and nicotine
Just to keep me on my feet
Because I can't sleep
The voices get to Loud
I can't shut them out
So I lay in my room
In the dark and
I pretend.
I pretend that I'm somewhere else
I pretend someone wants me
I pretend that I'm worthy
Because if I don't
The nightmares and monsters
Will continue to haunt me
I don't sleep

YOU ARE READING
Through My Eyes.
PoetryThrough My Eyes is about my experiences. Some of them are dark some not so much. I'm writing this in hopes it helps someone.