Through My Eyes.

Why?

Why didn't you love me?
Why wasn't I enough?
Why did I stay beside you
Knowing that u wasn't enough.
The why's are endless
I could go on
But Why bother?
When I know it doesn't matter
Because Why would you
It's in the past..
It's done..
So instead of asking why?
Because I doubt even you know
You don't think about the damage
Or the worry you Amy have caused
I finally got a heartfelt apology
Age the age of twenty three
You said you were the most toxic
And it felt you good to know
That you may not know why
But at least you now know
That what you did is irreversible
The damage is already done.
So take the guilt and sadness
And tuck it all away
And maybe one day my son
Will look at you in the way
I was supposed to.