Mine (HOOD) [COMPLETED]

21; Boys Night In, Pt 1

Calum's POV

I can't believe I'm actually letting her go, this is what she wants and I do not want to hurt her so I'll have to swallow my pride and back off. Since the visit at her office, I have been down. I don't have the mood to go through the day, except the times I'm with Tommy. He is the light of my life, he legitimately brings me smile and laughter. Throughout the emotional rollercoaster ride, I manage to finish some songs for my upcoming album, I decide to use all my energy and emotions to write songs. Music has been a healing remedy for me, and I always feel less pain after writing all the emotions out on a piece of paper. 

My fingers strum the guitar to the waves of my emotions, then my bedroom door is push open and I turn my head, finding Micheal walking in. I have been on good terms with Micheal, we have been talking and writing songs but he's still not comfortable hanging out with me just yet, which I understand. 

"Hey buddy, how are you doing?", he sits down beside me.

"I'm fine but it's hard you know", I said hugging the guitar to my chest.

"Have you talked to her?"

"I don't think she wants to talk to me, I mean I broke her heart", I told him. 

"But you still get to be with Tommy right?", he raised his eyebrow hoping that Tommy is not snatched away from me.

"Yeah, she's just doing this for herself. That's fair, I guess. Not involving the kid into parents' problems", I try to smile but inside I feel like I've been puched hard in the stomach. 

"Let's have guys night! Let's go out!", he pats my back.

I look at him strangely, hoping that he's joking.

But he raises his eyebrow multiple times with a grin on his face to show his enthusiasm.

"You're serious, aren't you?", I ask him.

"Do I look like I'm fucking joking? Come on! We haven't gone out for a long time!"

"I'm not in a mood for going out", I un-grasp the guitar and continue playing it.

"The more reason that we should!", he grab the guitar and put it on the guitar stand. 

"Luke! Ash! We're going out tonight!", he shouted and within seconds the whole band is in my room.

"Yes! Let's go to the club and dance!", Luke said with his fist up in the air.

"Yeah, and you're gonna scare the whole club with your horrible dance moves!", Ashton teases the little penguin. 

"Oh shut up! Like your moves are any better!", he tries to defend himself but we all know that Ashton has sick moves. 

"It is any better! It is way better!", Ashton shouts and they start to bicker among themselves and Micheal gets in between them to stop, but it wouldn't work anyways.

Suddenly my phone rings and it's Shay but it must be Tommy instead cause since the incident, I have never talked to Shay except casual greetings. We don't even go out together anymore, I have to pick Tommy up and spend the day without her. I walk into the bathroom to get some privacy, "hello"

"hi, daddy", his voice just melts my heart.

"Hey, buddy. What's up?"

"Can you babysit me tonight?", it's friday night and Tommy needs a babysitter. Does Shay has extra class or something, but if she did, she would tell me sooner. 

"Does mummy have class tonight, Tommy?", I asked my son .

"No, she's going out with someone. She's even wearing a pretty dress..", then I hear some rustling and then Shay's voice interfered.