~ Haikyuu one shots ~

Sakuastu pt.2 (💧)

This is a part two from the last part but in Sakusa's POV.

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SAKUSA P.O.V
I love him so much. His face, his eyes, his hair. I just love everything about him. I am currently lying in bed with my boyfriend Itsuki. He was cuddled up to my chest snoring softly. But he's not who I'm talking about. I'm talking about Atsumu Miya.
I know , I know, it's terrible to be thinking of another boy while my boyfriend was next to me. I feel awful for lying to Itsuki but I don't want to hurt his feelings. When we started dating I felt amazing with him. Then we as we got father into the relationship that feeling got lost. Atsumu caught my eyes and I was hooked. Atsumu was perfect, I just didn't have the heart to tell Itsuki that. If I told him I didn't like him anymore his brother would kill me.

*** Next Morning ***

Today we have another practise with Inarizaki and I'm so excited. Itsuki wanted to watch but I told he should wait until it's over and I'll come pick him up. Atsumu walked in but he looked drained. His eyes were sunken with dark around circles surrounding them. I still think he looks beautiful though. The match had started but I couldn't keep my eyes of the fake blond.

||||| Timeskip |||||

I ran up to Atsumu and asked him to come outside with me. His face lightened up for a slimy second before he agreed. I took him outside the gym , pinned him against the wall, and kissed him. He was hesitant to kiss back but he soon did.
We pulled apart both panting and trying to catch out breath.

"We c-can't be doing th-this, W-what about your boyfriend?" Atsumu asked still panting.

"He doesn't have to know." I muttered before bringing him into another kiss.

|-| Timeskip : 3 months |-|

It's been three months since me and Atsumu started sneaking around and I still haven't told Itsuki. He still thinks we're together even though I barely spend anytime with him. I feel terrible about what I'm doing to him but I can't bring myself to tell him.
Two months after we started sneaking around, Atsumu told he feels like a side piece and if I don't tell Itsuki then it's over. I panicked after that. I tried to tell Itsuki but I ended up just asking him on a date. Today is the day I tell him. No more games.

I had asked if we could talk this evening, he said yes. I had to bring Atsumu along so he could explain as well. We all sat down on the couch , Atsumu next to be and Itsuki in front of me.
I held Atsumu's hand under the table, giving him a reassuring squeeze.

"So what did you wanna talk about babe, and why is Atsumu here?" Atsumu shivered a little lowering his head.

"I-Itsuki, look, I hate to have to say but... I've been cheating on you with Atsumu." I took a breath before I started again, I didn't dare look at him.

"At first, I loved being with you. You are an amazing person and you didn't deserve this and I'm sorry.I fell out of love.
I had known I loved Atsumu a few months after we started dating but I was too much of a coward to tell you. You must want to hit me right now and I don't blame you. But please can we talk things out and make this right?" I tilted my head a little. Itsuki  had tears brimming in his eyes. I felt my own tears began form. I looked over at Atsumu and he still had his head down.
It was silent for a good two minutes before Itsuki took a breath and sighed.

"Ok, well this is... news. I sorta knew you were cheating on me. I mean , you kept sneaking off and leaving a read. I am mad about it but I am willing to forgive you, if you never talk to me again. I know that's seems extreme but I don't really want to see you for a while. Atsumu, I hope you know that I have nothing against you, so no need to panic."

After we talked for a bit more I went to Atsumu's house. His mum wasn't home , which was a relief , I know what she can be like. We sat on the couch and watched a movie. I feel like a dirtbag for doing what I did but at least Itsuki understood. I understand why he doesn't want to see me again and to be honest, I wouldn't want to see me either.
Me and Atsumu will get through it though. And hey who knows, maybe me and Itsuki will be friends again
but for now I'm okay with just Atsumu.

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