Just a Fan {Pablo FF} (Completed)

Chapter Sixty Six: Unsaid Feelings

His POV

"Sejun umupo ka nga muna ako nahihilo sayo e, kanina ka pa." Sermon ni Stell sakin.

"I freaking fucking miss her! Ilang days na siyang di nagpopost kahit isang tweet wala!?" Di mapakaling sabi ko.

"Baka nag mo-move on na dre." Hirit ni Ken na binatukan naman ni Josh.

"Alam mo ikaw talaga Ken." Natatawang sabi ni Jah.

"Ano ba last tweet niya?" Nag-aalalang tanong naman ni Stell sakin.

"Yung isang linya sa kanta ni Olivia Rodrigo.. 'but you're so unaffected i really don't get it but i guess good for you..' eh di naman ako unaffected! Ang hirap kaya mag panggap. Tsk." Inis na rant ko.

"Akala ko yung sa The man who can't be moved?" Tanong ulit ni Stell.

"Last last week pa 'yon Stell huli ka na sa balita." Sabi ni Jah sabay tapon ng unan kay Stell.

"Aba sorry naman eh baka nakalimutan niyong monitored ang mga cellphone natin."

At dahil sa sinabi ni Stell natahimik kami.

Kahit na di naman narerecord mga boses namin, only the contents of our phones, sino tinext namin, chat, tinawagan, etc.. But still..

"Sorry." Sabi naman ni Stell ng mapansing bumigat ang paligid.

"It's okay dre. I should be the one saying sorry. This all happens because---"

"Okay now stop right there Sejun! We won't accept any apologies from you, wala kang kasalanan, unless you give Sandra up then that's when you really should say sorry." Pangaral naman ni Josh saakin.

I smiled. Almost teary eyed. This is one of the times na I'm so greatful dahil may makakapitan ako at may nag-aadvise saakin despite being the leader.

"Thank you." I whispered. He just nodded and turned on his livestream.

Si Ken at Jah naman ay nagtiktok, then si Stell pumunta ng kusina para magluto.

I'm so beat up. Sir Pierre made me cook some music for Alexia and it frustrates me so much because he won't let me cook new songs for our group.

Alexia is now topping ph music charts with her new song, at dumami narin yung fans nya.

Kahit na wala pa kaming new songs, A'Tin are still so supportive.

I'm grateful because the lyrics and music composer are credited to me pero the cons are Alexia's fans are making a huge deal out of it.

Kesyo I wouldn't do it daw kung di ko siya pasikretong mahal. Ngayon they are comparing her to Marie kaya palaging akong highblood.

Nag-aalala ako para kay Marie, ayokong isipin niya na ginagawa ko 'to dahil mahal ko si Alexia. I'm also worried for her safety, buti nalang sinabihan ni Alexia yung fans nya to leave Marie alone.

But still, it always gets to my head. Deep inside I know this is part of sir Pierre's twisted plans.

My phone vibrates and it was ate Rappl. Oo nga pala, di nila alam ang mga masasamang ginagawa ni sir Pierre.

From: Ate Rappl
Sejun, nandito si Sandra. Please talk to her, don't be so cold! Give her closure! Ang duwag mo! Bigla-bigla ka na lang naging close kay Alexia, even I can't understand you anymore.

After I read that text I immediately grabbed the car keys at papunta na sana sa pintuan when Stell came out of the kitchen to ask me where I am going.

"Showbt, nandun daw si Marie sabi ni ate Rose."

Binaba ni Stell ang pagkain at hinawakan ako sa braso.

"Sejun. Please. Calm down.." Mahinahong sabi niya.

"Stell, I need to talk to her. Please." Paos kong sabi. He just turns his head and remind me.

"Di alam ni ate Rose ang totoo, what if madamay siya? Please, just suck it all up, lahat ng masakit na salitang natatanggap mo. Wag kang tuluyang mawala sa daan pinuno." And with that I inhaled and exhaled a deep breath.

Tama si Stell, dapat di ako magpadala sa emosyon ko at baka may madamay pang ibang tao.

Stell smiled when he noticed na nabitawan ko ang susi, he picked it up at pumunta sa kusina para kumuha ng tubig, then gave it to me.

"Replyan mo si ate Rose para di magduda yung asungot na nagbabasa." He's pertaining to sir Pierre.

At kahit labag sa kalooban ko, I typed a message.

To: Ate Rappl
I'm sorry ate, please tell her to leave. Tapos na kami at alam niya yon. I begged her to stay dati pero wala, at least now Alexia's back for good.

And I click send.

Napakalma ko na sana ang sarili ko pero nag text pa talaga ang demonyo.

From: Sir Pierre
Good. I was thinking of blackmailing Rappl too but I know I can trust you as always Sejun.

At dahil dun di ko napigilan ang sarili ko at tinapon ang cellphone.

Stell was shocked at dali daling kinuha yung phone ko.

"Shit buti nalang may carpet dito, kundi baka masira phone mo tapos may mas grabeng gagawin si sir Pierre. Sejun kalma nga! Di lang ikaw affected dito. Pati kami! Compose yourself please, we need you." Galit at pagmamakaawang sabi ni Stell.

"Sorry." Paumanhin kong sabi at napahilamos sa mukha ko.

Lumapit si Stell para ibalik ang phone ko at niyakap ako.

"Alam kong wala kaming alam sa nararamdaman mo ngayon pero Sejun, it won't always be like this, matatapos din to lahat. It will all be worth it." Kumalas na si Stell and patted me in the head like a child.

After that one time, ate Rose always text na halos araw-araw daw pumupunta si Marie doon.

Always crying and looking for me. Sometimes drunk.

There was one time nung pumunta siya at nandun kami, she hugged me so tight..

I let her hug me for seconds dahil miss na miss ko na siya but I didn't hug her back dahil palaging may matang nakatingin saamin.

And what do you expect? Sir Pierre always taunting me with texts that I did good and great.

Marie being exploited over and over again, dahil di daw siya maka move on saakin, na papansin daw siya.

I almost exploded that day kung di lang ako pinigilan nung apat.

And one day I had enough...

Sir Pierre texted me and said that I need to make a new love song for Alexia, para daw ma boost yung popularity namin dalawa as Queen and King of Ppop, dahil marami daw ang boto sa loveteam namin.

But I said no, then because of that I put her life in danger..

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