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"This gonna be the third Saturday.....?" Z asked sitting back on the sofa, he picked up the controller and started back up his GTA. He left that life behind, but I guess this helps him.....especially with him not taking his meds like he posed to. His room here and I'm sure at Liyah's place is full of video games.
"Yeah....." Siah mumbled, glancing over at Serenity's sleeping son, Sultan.
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Zaire (Z) & Messiah (Siah)
Since we came back from Baltimore, him and Serenity been heavy. Even he started sleeping at her house more and watching out for lil man when she need it. Siah would make a good dad to him and I think Sultan likes him, too. They were always chillin with each other, Sultan post up in his arm.
"Paint ball.....the only time when I'm not really killin a bitch....." Z cackled quietly, still playing the game. When we got the free time, we usually go paintballing.....just for the fun of it. I looked away and drank the rest of my beer.
"Serenity coming....." Messiah said, staring at his laptop. He been tryna find ways with this shit in Colombia.
"Bae gon be working....." Z added, sourly.
I know Tej was bringing Simone and.....Londyn was coming. Two years since I seen her and now she's back with a friend.
Her new niggah......
Fuck man....!
"Y'all want one.....?" I got up, pointing back at the kitchen.
"Yeah...." They both said. They not identical, but sometimes it creeps me out when they do shit like that.
Walking in the kitchen, I thought about Londyn again. I was stubborn to admit, but I was wrong coming off the way I did. We knew the rules, if someone catching feelings, take that shit outside Release.
I did catch feelings, but I ain't know what to do with them. My mom, despite fighting her addiction.....she left me. The family that shoulda been there for me and left me to go down an ugly path.....they left me. The shit that I do, could bring enemies and they always go for the ones closest to you......if I got with Londyn.....she'd leave me.
Everybody leaves.....
The others I had no control over. I don't talk to my mom's family and I'm sure they don't even know I exist.....my mom's dead, but a possibility of me and Londyn.....I didhave control and I put a stop to it.
The wrong way......
So I can't be mad if she wanna give me her ass to kiss, I hurt her feelings. I never been in a relationship, but I know what hurt feelings do. I been dealing with it since I was a kid and I may never again have the chance she presented to me 2 years ago......
