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Tej

We got in the truck, I let a deep breath out and pinched the bridge of my nose. This whole past year been crazy as fuck, right from when we got the assignment in Kayaun......

Jah & Kay......

Nikki & Zee.....

Colombia.....

This shit with Meghan and her fuckin cousins and uncle.....

The campaign and sitting members of the capitol.......

I'm fuckin tired.....

I shut my eyes while Z started the truck and drove off from Tamara parents house, he started speaking with Markus. I thought about Simone.....she's been kinda distant with me since this weekend. I put blame on myself for this.....I slipped up and went raw. We got too fucked up and I only saw it too late that I wasn't wearing one.

Do I regret it......?

No......

I understand her feelin some typa way though, Simone needed space to think and I bit back to give her that. I was still able to give her my attention, but I felt the difference in her receiving it, I already got a feeling on what it really was. I ain't see Simone take a plan B, well in my eyes.....she didn't. She pretty much stayed around me, but she was lost in her thoughts heavy. When we came back from VA the other day, she was acting just the same like she does with BJ.....but she just acted different with me......

Is she silently mad at me......? Disappointed.....?

If Simone would get pregnant, it's a high chance that she wanna keep the baby......but maybe she's probably thinking if I do or don't want to have a baby right now.......or with her......

Of course I wouldn't mind having a child with Simone. Not only do I love her and I'm also man enough to accept my responsibility.......

You'd have a lifelong connection to her too.......

"You aight.....?" I snapped out of my thoughts and looked at Caine.

Caine

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Caine

He looked at me from his phone.....he's been the most quiet today, but laid back and calm as fuck....him and Londyn was doing real good lately. I saw them talking quietly with each other before we left after the women's conference, Londyn was giving Caine all her affection and attention and he was loving that shit.

They gon be aight.....

"Yeah, just tryna figure this shit out....I want it done quick, I got my girl to get back home to." Colombia was long enough, way from Simone.

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