𝐵𝓁𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒 - 𝙥𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙖𝙪

𝒟𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒲𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓗𝓲𝓶

When I was young I always dreamed of finding true love. But, another part of me just didn't think I needed it. 

I fell in love with the thought of romance. But that faded when my dad left my mom. I saw things clearer. I realized I didn't need a man, I didn't need anyone besides my mom, which I could admit she would be very pushy at times, and would force me to move all over the place. But,  she was the only person I had left. Now things are different, I have lots of people in my life, my friends, my teachers, and much more. 

After a while, I was sick of being by myself. So I looked for love. And I found Ej, and don't get me wrong, he's a great guy, but there were people before him that I loved. Well, only one person.

His name was Noah. I was desperate for love, I would take anything. Let's just say maybe I shouldn't have taken him. He was very controlling and aggressive. He only thought about himself. I was scared to end it, mostly because he was a scary man. But, when I ended it, he wasn't scary, he was more sad. I was surprised because it was hard to think he loved me by the way he treated me. Anyway, I moved on. But he was right behind me starring at me like a creepo, so I had a feeling he didn't move on from me. I was worried about that though, I was worried about how much he heard of me talking to Ej. 

I was just filled with these crazy emotions all at once and it just slipped out of my mouth.

"WHAT DO YOU WANT?!"

I didn't mean to scream. I didn't even mean to say that. I knew it was a mistake as soon as I did it. 

He grabbed on to my wrist a little too tight. I was beyond scared. I thought he was out of my life. 

"Gina.." He started to say.

I was just hoping he wouldn't say "..I love you, I have never stopped loving you. Come back to me, and leave that ugly old rag you call dating material. Ej, was it? What kind of name is that anyway.?"

but those were his exact words. I didn't love him. I didn't even like him as a friend. More so, I thought he was scary. Like he was gonna kill me or someone I love. 

"Noah I-.." I said with my voice cracking having a frightened look on my face,

He put his hand on my cheek and leaned in to kiss me. I quickly slapped him and ran away as fast as I could.

That night, even when I got home, my heart was pounding. I immediately called Ej and told him everything about  Noah, I was sobbing on my bathroom floor.

"Please help me Ej I don't know what to do! He's so scary.. I just don't want him to hurt me or anyone I love." I said still sobbing.

"He won't hurt you, and I will make sure of it." Ej said.

"Ej don't go near him, he can hurt you. He is a dangerous person, I don't want you fighting him..." I said not sobbing as much anymore, but still very frightened.

"Gina, just hear me out-"

"..Please Ej. Promise me you won't fight him, or let alone go near him." I said begging.

"Okay," He said, letting out a sigh. "I just don't want him hurting you."

"I don't want you to get hurt either, and most likely he would want to hurt you instead of me. I mean he did say he still loves me.." I said, "..But that's not the point."

"Wait, are you seriously thinking about getting back together with him?!" Ej said sounding jealous.

"What the heck Ej?? Why would I?! I just went on and on about how much I am scared of him. You know, I said I liked you, but I don't like this side of you Ej. I don't like it when you're jealous, and if this is how you're gonna be with me, I don't want it. You yelled at me and made me cry multiple times! This is not what love is! If it weren't for you yelling at me, Lily wouldn't have posted that video and Noah wouldn't have found out about where I live. You're really sick Ej, I have had enough of it." I said as I hung up the phone.

This time I didn't regret hanging up on him. I knew he deserved it, so that's what he got. This is it, this is where I am DONE with Ej Caswell. For good.

*AUTHORS NOTE* Sorry this was such a short chapter! I may add an Ej POV... what do you think? Gina did snap a little, but Ej wasn't very supportive and let his jealous side shine through.. But on the other hand Ej only yelled at Gina because she acted like he was taken, but he wasn't. Whose side are you on? Comment #GinaSide or #EjSide. Anyways, stay tuned for the next chapter!!