𝐵𝓁𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒 - 𝙥𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙖𝙪

𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼𝓈 𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒

What is love like? I wouldn't know. No one can really know, because love can be in all different forms. Everytime I get love, it always ends up horribly wrong. I only wonder what true love is like.

I'm stuck In a love triangle. Well sort of. Ej likes me, I like Ricky, Ricky likes-- well who he likes is very unclear, or if he even likes anybody.

The more and more I love, the more insecure I get. Who knows who likes who, why can't everybody just be honest? Life would be so much easier for me if everyone was honest. Thoughts raced through my head as I went to each period. I was barely paying attention to what the teacher was saying. Does Ej still like me? Does he hate me? Does Ricky only think of me as a friend? Does he even think of me as a friend at all? I got so stressed that my thoughts became words.

"Does Ricky like me? Do I like Him?" I called out in class

Oh. My. Lord.

Thank god Ricky was not in that class. I looked around to see if anybody I know heard that. I turned around and my heart dropped. I felt so bad and tears started forming in my eyes. I wanted to undo what I just said. Who knew a friendship could end in 8 words. Oh, are you confused? Who was behind me and heard me say that? Oh you know, just the person who still had feelings for Ricky, who also told me she still had feelings for Ricky.  Nini Salazar-Roberts. Life just got a whole lot worse..

All of a sudden I heard my name get called on the announcements, along with Ej Caswell, Ricky Bowen, and a few other people.

"Hey everyone!" Some lady said with a beaming smile.

She was the lady on the announcements, but she looked a lot different then I pictured.

"As you know, you all are the lucky students who got to participate in exchange week!"

Lucky? I don't think so.

"Tomorrow, instead of coming here, you will go to North High! Along with that, a few other students -- the same amount as you guys -- will be taking your places, like using your lockers, chairs, and seats! And you will also be using their stuff when you get to North High too! But, don't think this is a week off of school, you still have to do the work that they assign you and grade it, but I will mark it up as done and will add it to your grade! You will get an additional 5 points on every assignment you do. Good Luck and Have Fun! I'll see you in a week!"

I wanted to tell her I don't want to go, but that was not an option. There was a tad bit of excitement in me, because the school is so great and fancy, but I do NOT wanna see Lily. Hopefully I can avoid her and have a good time.