I hesitated for a moment again. I love Ej. I love this feeling of him loving me too. We have true love. But that dream changed everything. I couldn't help the dream, but it just threw me off. I know you might say "are you really not gonna date him because of a dream?" Well I don't know, it's just the dream made me realize what could happen in our relationship. I have had enough with drama in my life and if we date there could be a possibility of it. I just want a normal drama-free relationship. But, that's not what's gonna happen because life is not like that. I sighed as I did not want to do this but I needed to, for my mental health.
"I'm sorry Ej, I just can't" He looks at me, his eyes looking red as if he is gonna cry. I have never seen Ej this way before. "I realized that this relationship could be problematic and not a drama free zone and I just don't want that. I want a healthy relationship. I love you Ej..." He looked at me with a small smile as if he was happy I was saying I love him but sad that I rejected him. "...but I don't want to be heartbroken. I know this may sound selfish, but I don't deserve to be hurt mentally."
"It's okay Gina I understand." He says with a soft smile.
I was a little shocked at his reaction but I was happy that he understood.
"Maybe we could be.... Not friends... but not dating... more like a situationship?" I say laughing a little.
He raises an eyebrow.
"A situationship is basically people who are not dating but are more than friends."
"Ohhhh." We laugh "whatever you are comfortable with."
We both smile
I get a single text on my phone and I sigh as I want this moment to last forever but it can't. The text was from Nini. I soon smile at the sight of her text.
Nini: Hey! How are you? :)
Gina: Omg so good me and Ej are now in a situationship!!!!!<3
Nini: Omg congrats!! I hope you guys will become official when you're ready someday <3
Gina: Thank you, I got to get back to making out with ej
Nini: girllllllll whatt
Gina: Kidding!! :)
Nini: lmao "sureee"I laugh as Ej taps my shoulder. I jump as I realize he's behind me.
"Making out, huh? I mean, I'm down." he teases as he obviously read the text.
"Hey! Were you reading my texts?" I say laughing
"I had to know who made you so smiley." he shrugs laughing.
"And what do you mean by 'im down'?" I say laughing more.
"I mean" He takes my chin in his hand and gets inches away from my lips and whispers. "I'm down if you are down."
I try to hide my blush and push him away
"God you're such a flirt." I laugh*AUTHORS NOTE* Omg guys thank you so much we are so close to 1k reads on this story and I just want to say how thankful I am for all the love and support you all have given me. I have been feeling inspired to write recently and I have no idea why. Sorry for the short part, next time I promise to make it longer. Anyway, hope you enjoyed this story so far! Love you guys!! <33
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RomanceGina, a young girl, deep in love with the thought of love. She used to hate love with a burning passion, ever since her dad left her mom. But she finds friends, and gains love. And hates it. Then loves it again. Will she end up with her perfect "mea...