All You Needed (book 3)

Chapter 4

6 months later:

I sat in my chair in this boring college room. Its been 6 months since the last time I saw Hunter. Now that he is more in depth with his music, we barely talk. At the beginning it was alright, but the last two months were horrible. Maybe one or two phone calls and that's it.

I see him on TV all the time now, with other girl singers, or girls in general. Of course I get that pain in my chest seeing him with other girls. I know he still loves me, I know he does.

"Grab your journals and write in them about something you love, hate, and anything in between. But make sure it's the same category for both. Make it up if you have to, or write about something from your life with it. Its completely up to you on what you want to write. You will have twenty minutes to do this. Go." said my professor, Dr. Williams.

I thought about everything. What I love, and what I hate. That is combined into one.

Journal #4 3/25/15

I love and hate a lot of things in the same category. But if I must choose one, its my boyfriend Hunter Hayes. He's this famous country singer now, and we barely talk anymore. I love him with all my heart, and I'd do anything for him. But it's hard to trust him when I never hear from him, and when I do, it's from the television. I always see him with his arms wrapped around other girls, so I constantly think that he's cheating on me. I know he isn't, but it's just a caution I have. I just wish I knew where in the world he was, and that we can talk again. But why I really hate this situation is because of what is happening. I'm slowly losing the one I love. I hate it that he never talks to me. When I call him he doesn't answer. On live TV he seems happy and alive, while I'm stuck here in college without him. Maybe it's time for new starts, and chances. Maybe I should ignore him and the fact we will not be getting anywhere soon. It's been six months without him, so I should start new. Right?

I put my pen down when the professor said it was time. I re read over my notebook paper and touched up on spelling mistakes and punctuation. But after I read the end, I started to think.

Is it actually worth this distance and to keep fighting for something that's not with me? Should I start knew and break it with Hunter?

If I did that, not only would I be hurt badly, but I'd hurt him to. And I can't do that while he's so happy with this he's doing right now.

The bell rung, so I was finally able to get out of this class. Or so I thought.

"Jade please come up here for a minute." Dr. Williams said.

I slowly walked up to his desk after everyone left.

"Yes Sir?"

"Tomorrow I will be out. I want you to sub this class for me tomorrow if you would. I'll put all the plans down on paper, so you know what to do. Sorry this is so sudden." He gave me a warm smile.

"Umm. I guess I can do it. It shouldn't be that hard, right?"

"No. Not at all. Just keep them busy with a journal, you can decide it. Then give them the test over writing tomorrow also."

"Alright." I smiled.

"Alright." He smiled back.

I walked back over to my desk, and picked up my book bag and left his room. I walked out of the schools building and to my car. Since I don't live on campus, I have to drive about ten minutes to my apartment. Some days it's longer, and others are shorter. But I could already tell this was about to be a long drive home.

Okay it's short, but I'm updating another chapter right after. But here is a small preview for what is happening 6 months later :)
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