All You Needed (book 3)

Chapter 7

We made it back to my house after thirty minutes of driving. I guess that's a good thing my apartment is so close to the beach. And of course my college.

Hunter and I came through the doors laughing. You see, we were walking up the steps, and Hunter being clumsy, he tripped and fell.

"You okay thought, right?" I laughed as we sat on my couch.

"Yeah. Fine as I'll ever be." He smiled, showing his pearly whites.

"Okay, good. I don't need a hurt boyfriend."

"Got that right. I don't want to be hurt myself."

I looked at Hunters face, and he quit laughing. He started to play with his fingers, and looked at my fuzzy carpet at the same time. I think. I heard him take in a deep breath. Uh oh.. This can't be good. What if he wants to break up with me? Or what if there is something serious going on right now in his life?

"Jade..." He breathed out.

"Yeah?" I slowly answered him.

"I only came back.. But just for a short time. There is something I need to tell you, and I don't know how you'll take it. But I also have something to give you, babygirl." His voice tone was totally off, like something is bothering him. What? I don't know. I watched him open up a pocket in his leather jacket, and pull out a small disc in a clear case.

"Something to remember everything by. Our adventures, times together, what we have done, where we have went. Breakups, Getting together again. Our first kiss, everything is in there.. Just please always keep this to remember me by." He finished with his voice shaky.

He's going to break up with me! I know he is! If he wants me to remember him, and to never loose this, then he is!

"Just watch it when I'm not here, or you feel alone and need someone there to comfort you. I know a lot of the quality sucks, because it was with my phone. But I'll always love you babygirl. You mean everything to me, and I'll never leave you on purpose. I'll be here for as long as I can. I love you so much Jade Sims."

He was now crying. Not just a tear or two, but full on bawling. I started to cry myself. I want to know what he means, and why he is crying. But I couldn't afford to ask him right now. I'm hurting, he's hurting, its not the best option.

I know he is about to break up with me. If he doesn't even want to, he is. He may love me, but I bet something is keeping us apart. Or in his mind.

We continued to cry on each other shoulders for another five minutes, before we stopped.

"Why are you crying?" He asked wiping his tears and mine away.

"Because.. Your breaking up with me."

His eyes widen. Im wrong? "No I'm not! I couldn't do that ever. I need you in my life more than ever right now!" He was laughing a little bit, but he was still upset.

"Then what's wrong? Why are you crying? Why did you say when I feel alone to watch it? Why you say you never want to leave me, if you do, it's not on purpose? Tell me Hunter, I'm so confused." I was staring him dead in the eyes with my hands in my lap. Im ready for whatever he has to say.

"It's hard to explain. I'll start from the beginning.. I started my tour already, and everything was fine. About three weeks ago I've been having bad aches in my chest. So after that week of tours I waited till the weekend to go to the doctor. The pain started to be unbearable. He asked a lot of questions, and took a cat scan. So now I'm here, I have to visit you baby. I don't want to leave you, but I'm Afraid it's going to happen. I don't want to leave you, I don't want you to be alone. I'm sorry Jade!" He was crying again, well halfway through about the doctor and scan thing.

"W-What do you mean? What's did the doctor say?"

"I have.." He swallowed. "well actually I don't know what I have. The doctors were going to message me in the morning telling me. They said whatever I have is uncommen, and they need to run tests. But they said I may or may not live. Im scared to death to know my life may be coming to a end soon. Wouldn't you be terrified? That's why I came. I wanted to see you, I wanted to be able to hang out with you again. I'm going back on the rest of the tour tomorrow, but I'm scared Jade. What if something happens and you'll never see me again? Or I'll never see you again? "

I was crying too. Again. I don't know how to take this in. My boyfriend has some weird thing going on with him, and he may live or die. The though terrified me. I can't loose him. He's the light to my world, my second half. Without him Id be nothing. If he dies, he'll be taking a half of me. And without my other half I'll be nothing. I'll be broken, unable to do things, I won't have a life. My life isn't complete unless it's with him.

Please don't let him die.

"Your going to be okay Hunter. I promise you that. Your going to live, the doctors will say it's just a pain, nothing's wrong. I'll have you forever, and you'll never leave me. We are two peas in a pod. Your the sun to my shine. Without you, it's just raining all around me. Hunter, baby, you'll be okay." My voice was hurt, sad, and I kept sniffling throughout it.

"Your not the only one writing songs Hunter."

"What?" He looked up at me.

"Yeah, I have a song for you. I actually started it near the end of graduation, and worked on it for a while. I finally finished it two weeks ago."

"C-can I hear it?"

I smiled and nodded. I stood up and went into my room to grab my newly guitar, an the paper with the song on it.

I walked back out, and sat beside Hunter.

"It's called Cry With You. I guess it goes perfect for this moment." He smiled.

I started strumming the guitar, and started to sing the words on the paper.

When you try not to look at me, scared I'll see you hurting, well your not hiding anything, and, frankly, it's got me worried, nobody know you better than I do, I keep my promises I'm fighting for you,

Your not alone, I'll listen till your tears give out, your safe and sound, I swear I won't let you down, what hurting you, I feel it too, I mean it when I say you cry, I'll cry with you,

With you,

I'm not going any place, I just hate to see you like this, no I can't make it go away, but keeping it inside won't fix it, I can't give you every answer that you need, but I wanna hear everything you tell me!

I continued to sing throughout my song. I tried to not cry, but I swear I think a few tears fell. When I looked up at Hunters face, I could tell he was enjoying it.

He is pretty much the first person I have ever sang in front of. Literally. Mia, Derek, Jordan, my parents, none of them have ever heard me sing. So I was taking on new challenges.

I finished out the song with a light strum.

"Wow.. You have a beautiful voice. And that song is really good!"

"Haha thanks." I started to blush a little, and I chuckled.

"I love your smile." With that, I blushed again.

"Your just trying to make me blush aren't you?"

"Yep!" He stuck his tongue out at me.

I jumped onto him to where my legs were straddling both his sides. His arms held my back so I wouldn't fall backwards off the couch. I leant down and pressed my lips against his.

Our lips moves in sync for the longest time, until much needed oxygen came In.

"I love you, Hunter Easton Hayes."

"I love you WAY more, Jade Sims."

Ugh!! Sad chapter! I'll be honest I had testy eyes, and my chest was tighten. Hunter must not die on us...
Then yes, the song Jade was singing is a Hunter Hayes song, but I felt like she should get a song. And I've been listening to that song a lot.
So I hope the chapter was long enough for you guys! I tried to make it longer since I don't update a lot anymore. But I guess waking up and writing at 7:45 in the morning gives you major writing Ideas haha!
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