All You Needed (book 3)

Chapter 15

I woke up laying on the couch. Actually I woke up to a knock at my door. I groaned before sitting up. I saw the paper sitting on the table and it instantly came back to mind.

Hunter, the cop, and everything.

I closed my eyes to keep the tears back. I stood up and made my way to the door. I opened it to be blinded by the sun. Once my eyes fixed I noticed it was John.

"John? What are you doing here?" I looked at him with a raised eyebrow.

"I heard about Hunter. It's all over the news, and media crap. He's your boyfriend right?"

My lip started trembling, and I made a whimper sound. Johns eyes went from worried to soften as he realized what he said.

"Oh my gosh. I'm so so sorry Jade." He walked in and pulled me into a hug. My head laid on his shoulder as I cried. He rubbed soothing circles on my back telling me he is gonna be okay. But I highly doubt that. I can't believe him. Not after the letter, and Jordan. He was right.

"Hunters going to die John. I can't help him or anything. They didn't give him medicine or treatment that he needed. They left him to die! I want them people to die! They were going to kill him!"

I looked at him im the eyes. I was yelling. I really wasn't trying to yell at him but he doesn't get it. No one does!

"Look," He put his hands on my shoulders. "He's going to be okay. I'll make sure he will be. For you."

"Why does everyone keep making promises they can't keep! First Hunter promised forever. Then he promised he'd fight for me. Then you promise he's going to be okay! Can't you see John? HE WONT BE! Every promise is flying by and skipping over us. The promises are lacked and not coming true. I can't keep hope in him anymore. Not knowing he's slowly getting taken away from me. You wouldn't understand what it feels like. Now would you?"

My emotions were mixed with anger, sadness, and regret.

I'm mad that promises won't help. Or they won't come true. Im sad because Hunters dying. And I'm feeling regret because I yelled at him. Mor while screamed.

"John Im so sorry. I didn't mean to yell at you. Its just.." He pulled me into another hug.

"I do know what it feels likes."

"You do?" I said while my head still on his chest.

"Yes. You wanna hear my story?"

I nodded. John released me, and walked to my couch. I followed him.

"I was maybe fourteen-fifteen and it happened. My best friend wasn't at school for weeks. I tried calling him and his mother but he wouldn't answer. I finally gave up and went to his house. When I got there, there was an ambulance. I ran in the house to see him lying on the floor. His mom came up to me. She told him he's having a heart attack. Then I watched him die. I was miserable for days."

I wrapped my arm around his shoulder.

"That's horrible." I whispered.

"Yeah. It is."

I laid my head on his shoulder as we say in silence. Not awkward, but a.. comfortable one?

"John?"

"Yeah?"

"Can we go see him?"

~*~

I carefully opened his room. 507. He laid there awake staring at the wall in front of him. He also has something on his right arm.

I walked over to him. He looked at me.

"Hey. How are you?" I whispered bending down with his eye level. He placed my hand in his.

"I'm fine. But they want me to stay here over night to make sure. They have me hooked to some machine. I'm sorry about Paris." He held guilt in his eyes.

"It's fine. Your more important. Plus if this happened on the plane we would be in trouble. What happened anyways?"

"I couldn't breath, and my stomach started to turn really bad. It hurt. I heard some fan on the phone with the people to come help me."

I let a tear roll down my eye.

"What's going to happen Hunter? What about us? I won't be able to handle it when you die." I placed my head on the bed.

"You won't loose me. I promised you that Id fight this for you."

"Why does people keep promising me thing that won't happen!" I said a little to loud.

"Well because maybe I have hope that this will pass and we'll be able to have a future!" He yelled back.

"I want is to have a future but your going to die!" My eyes widen and I placed my hand over my mouth really fast.

"H-Hunter I didn't m-mean that."

"Sure you didn't. You have no faith in me. Did you ever have faith in me this whole time with my situation? Or maybe you just want me to die!" His voice was strong and full of anger and sadness. I caused that.

"I didn't mean it Hunter! Why won't you listen to me!"

"Maybe because you don't have no faith!" He screamed.

"I do to." I whispered.

"You know what Jade?" My heart stopped. I think I know what he's about to say. I hope he isn't.

"We just need to-" I cut him off.

"I don't want to break up! I need you!"

"You have no faith!"

"Do to!"

"Not!"

"Yes!"

"Jade.. Where done until this passes. Sorry I just can't date you when I'm like this. It puts stress on me. Just please get out." He mumbled that last part.

I covered my mouth and tarted to cry. I'm tired of him doing this. I need him, and I KNOW he needs me right now. We've never fought like this. Well the last time we broke up.

I walked out of the room crying. John stood up from the floor. I walked straight into his arms.

"What happened?" He asked when we both got into his car.

"He broke up with me." I mumbled.

"What? Why?"

"He said he doesn't need the stress of me and he said we can date when this passes."

John grabbed my hand and interlaced our fingers together. I smiled.

Okay it's not that great but Yada Yada yada. another update!