Kill To Love

Julie and Daryl are dating!

I was clutching my books tightly as I walked down the corridor. All eyes watching me, intently. The news of me and Daryl dating was now public news apparently, and I didn't like that. To be honest I didn't even know how it came to be but it was something I had to deal with. Jealous girls passed on dirty looks, small giggles and whispers. My heart was thudding quickly in my chest, it was the only thing I could hear so when Felicity was shouting my name from behind me it took me a while to register it.
"Hey! Are you deaf?" , she screamed behind me. I turned around and saw her bitter face turn sweet.
"Oh, hey!", I forced a smile on. It was a facade I was getting quite used to now. And I wasn't sure if that was a good thing or not.
"So, are the rumors true?", she walked beside me, looking into my face.
"What rumors?", I asked, pretending to be oblivious.
"You know what rumors, bitch!", she screamed at me.
I stopped in my tracks, clutched my books tighter and blushed at her.
"Yes.", I laughed and she gasped, hand over her mouth. She ran to me and jumped up and down in front of me.
"When did you guys become a thing?", she nudged me.
"Yesterday. He took me to the funfair and after it finished, we were about to get into my car. The damn boy got on his knees, as if he was about to fucking propose to me, and he asked me if I could be his girlfriend. There was a whole crowd, too!", I explained as we made our way to our class before break started.
"OMG! You guys are so cute, together! I knew you guys would look together!", she laughed.
I smiled but I couldn't help think about Daniel. He was supposed to be in but he hadnt for the last week. To be honest, I was starting to get worried but my thought were disrupted by somebody taking a seat next to me. Felicity wasn't allowed to sit next to me because 'we talked too much' and 'we distract each other too much' so I knew it couldn't be her.
I turned to face who it was and it made my heart skip a beat. It was Daryl. He looked happy to see me, smiling like a little kid. He was adorable when he did that, like a baby. I spotted that his hair was gelled today and I liked it messy so I ran my hand through his hair and in result his hair was messy again.
"Thanks.", he said, running his own hand through his perfect mess of hair.
"Sure.", I said.
And with that the class began.

As I began writing notes, I noticed that Daryl was trying to steal my water bottle. He was hidden underneath the table so he could know that I was looking so I decided to be sneaky. I stopped writing, turned my chair to face him and crossed my hands across my chest. When he looked up, he was met with my eyes staring down at him. He smiled nervously and I grabbed his bag and took my water bottle, laughing thr whole time.
"The fuck? How'd you know?", he scratched the back of his next, innocently.
"'Cos I have fucking phsycic powers!", I giggled. He puffed and grabbed my waist, pulling me into him. My head landed on his chest and we were staring into each others eyes.
In the front of the classroom I heard the teacher sigh deeply and start typing on his computer.
"Julie? Daryl? Detention, both of you.", he wagged his finger at both of us.
"Can I not do anything without getting a god damn detention!", he shouted, throwing his arms in the air. I got up and fixed myself.
"It's okay, Daryl.", I tried but he shook me off and got up out of his seat.
"You better take it off.", he challenged.
"Sit down, young man!", thr teacher shouted at him.
That triggered his anger, "DONT TELL ME TO SIT DOWN," he shook his head, "NO. DONT DO IT. TAKE THE DETENTION OFF THEN ILL SIT.", he bagged his first on the table.
"Daryl, take a seat.", the teacher was becoming impatient.
"DONT TELL ME THAT AGAIN!", he screamed.
"Julie go and get your boyfriend.", a girl shouted out from the back of the class.
I decided to follow her and I went to grab Daryls arms. I could see his green veins popping out and going up and down from the blood rushing to it. He was extremely strong, and if this was how strong Daryl was it scared me to the core of my whole body to think about how strong Daniel was, especially if he was able to beat the shit out of him.
"Daryl, come on.", I dragged him. He stopped shouting and he turned to see me. His eyes that were once full of anger became  calm. His veins disappeared behind his skin and he was okay again.
"It's okay, we'll go and then we'll go home.", I whispered.
He nodded obediently and took his seat again but I could tell he wanted to go back in for more.

~
Smoking vapes were not a new thing to me, but I didn't do it often. I enjoyed the taste of actual smoke in my mouth, not artificial flavours. But, I didn't mind it, so when Adam passed me his vape I inhaled it.
Grape, cool.
I placed my foot on the brick wall I was leaning on behind me, and stared into the smoke in front of me. I hadn't gone to school or seen anyone other than Adam and Emma, the girl who I had sex with when I killed Chris.
Every night, the prostitute would come to where me and Adam were staying and we'd have threesoms all night. Fun, I know.
I took a deep breath in, inhaling a lot of smoke at once. Adams eyes widened when he saw what I did and he grabbed jt off me.
"Bro, are you okay? Do you wanna kill yourself?", he lectured me.
I turned to look at him, an emotionless expression plastered on my face.
"Really?", I asked, grabbing the vape and taking another deep breath in, just to make him pissed off even more.
"Daniel!", he shouted and tried to grabb it off me again but I was too quick for him.
He moved from his spot and tried to grab it but he failed at every attempt he made. I laughed and when he tried to reach for it I took another few deep breaths in and released the smoke on his face.
"Sorry bro, it's finished.", I passed it too him and he didn't even care about it.
"When are you gonna go back?", he asked, and checked the time on his watch. 2:15AM.
I shrugged, not really caring to answer the question, "I'm not sure, might not go anyway. Might as well spent the rest of my life smoking this shit.", I pointed to the empty vape on the floor.
"You shouldn't do that. Don't be like Chris.", he reminded. I balled my fists at the mention of his name.
"When will she be here?", I asked, swiftly changing the subject.
"Soon.", and as soon as he said that, Emma marched in view. Her beautiful body swaying perfectly. She wasn't Julie but I didn't care, she was something I had to deal with.
Her face of excitement grew more and more the second she came closer.
"Let's go.", Adam spoke and together all three of us went up into the flat.

~
The detention room was empty, which wasn't a usual sighting but today seemed like one of those days everyone decided to be good.
Daryl was sitting a table next to me, fiddling with his pen in his hand.
"Babe?," I whispered, "Babe?!", I tried again.
The third time was what caught his attention. He looked up at me, bored as hell. He seemed as if he wanted to sleep, and I snorted at him.
"What?", he asked, resting his hand on his cheek.
"Detntions finished." , I said, tapping at my watch on my hand.
His eyes widened with happiness and he swung his back on his back and held out his hand for me. I took it and we left left detention room. I swear that when I saw his eyes they were filled with something. Something I hadn't seen anyone do before, it was lust. Pure lust in those blue eyes of his.
He ran down the corridor, holding my hand. Once we finally got out of the school we heaed straight for his car. I hadn't bought mine today because he had picked me up this morning.
"Get in, we're going to mine.", he smiled as he started the car.
"Yay!", I clapped my hands, and Daryl began to drive to his house.