Kill To Love

Spin the bottle

The day was ending and I met Felicity outside the schools gate. She looked happy, glad in fact, to see me and I enjoyed that. We linked arms and walked home together.
"So, are you going to the party tonight?", I knew what she wanted.
I contemplated on if I should go or not. I mean, it was at midnight, on the beach and we were supposed to spend the night there in tents? It sounded fun, because I didn't have to go back home, but I was safe there. Warm, and tucked up. My mum was there. Outside in the night, cold, dark and alone in a new city, place and town did not sound good at all. But then again, I would miss all the latest scoop, and that Patricia bitch might steal the only friend I have in this school.
I turned to look at Felicity, as she made her way onto her front porch.
"Sure, why not? But please tell me I'll be sleeping in your tent?", this time I pleaded her. Felicity nodded and went inside. It wasn't long before I was home, too.
Something seemed different, in the house. It was quiet, too quiet. I walked upstairs and thats where I could hear a faint moan from my parents room. Who was in there? Was my mum...
No...why would she? How could she, he was in prison for the time being.
"Mum?!", I pretended I couldn't hear her, and shouted out.
"Coming!", she shouted and she seemed in a rush. When she opened the door, I instantly knew what she had been doing in there. The foul smell of cum filled my nose and it made me almost throw up.
"Who is it?", I teased her.
She looked at me annoyed, but soon it turned into a grin which reached to her eyes.
"I met him at the cafe last night.", she told me. Me and my mum always loved to gossip, it was something we usually did most of the time. I nodded and left her to finish...IT... whilst I went to my walk in closet and chose what to wear for tonight. I decided that a yellow hoodie that read 'Don't forget to smile' would be too inappropriate to wear, especially if Daniel was going but i didn't care. Just because someone is so unemotional, hates to smile and gets pissed off when you ask them, politely, about the reason why, doesn't have to shape what I wear for tonight. Besides, it was the warmest thing I would be able to wear tonight. I decided to bring my blanket and pillow and stuffed them into my school bag. I took all my notebooks and excerice books out, leaving it empty before I did. It wasn't long before I had finished packing that Felicity decided to call me. I picked it up, knowing what she was about to say.
"Hey, where..", I cut her off, laughing.
"I'm heading out now, see you soon.", I said and hung up.
Quickly, I made my way downstairs, and went straight for the door. My mum wouldn't care if I was out, she hadn't excatly met Felicity, but she knew that I was making new friends because of my recent activity.
I made my way to my car, using my keys to unlock it I sat inside. I contemplated if this was a good idea or not, and stared at my phone, hoping Officer Kyle would call me over to the police station or something, that would really save me. But, I told myself that I had to leave, and I had to be there with Felicity, maybe not to enjoy it but to instead watch her like a hawk.

I gripped the steering wheel tighter, afraid of parking my car. I didn't want to get out, but I could already see Felicity waiting for me. She was sitting on the wooden gate, her hair flowing gracefully in the wind. She looked pretty, no not pretty, hot. She looked really hot. I blushed, at my thought and opened the door to the car. When she looked up, a smile spread across her face. Nobody had ever smiled like that for me, and instantly I ran to her, hugging her tightly. She returned the hug, gladly and when we broke away I turned to stare at everyone at the beach. Everyone who was envited, except me and Felicity, where playing beach balls together. I could hear the echo-y laughs and I felt jealousy build up inside me, I wished I could enjoy shit like them. Despite my thoughts, Felicity got up and made her way, excitedly, to them. The sun was already staring to set, and the even lowlight was absolutely gorgeous. I sighed deeply, as I made my way down the stone steps. I wore sandals and I slipped them off, and joined Felicity who was setting up her tent.
"There she is!", I heard the bitch say. I turned my head, my arms crosses on my chest and stared at her with anger. Why was she even here?
"What do you need?", I asked, in annoyance.
"The game is starting, come on.", she said to Felicity more than me.
She nodded and left, her hair swaying in the wind.
After a minute, we were making our way to the area where everybody had already taken their seats on the sand. The ocean was a good few feet away from us. I took my seat and everybody was staring at us. There weren't many of us, there was only thirteen of us and I didn't feel comfortable at all.
"The first game we're playing, is spin the bottle!", Patricia announced, clapping her hands in excitement. She stared at Daryl and placed the bottle down. Her gaze was broken and she smirked. Everyone was cheering and when they settled down the game started.
I didn't want to play at all, and I was lucky for the first few rounds because the bottle never landed on me. My heart was thumping in my chest, and I was scared to death.
The bottle eventually landed on my best friend. I could feel her tense up, and I could feel her nervousness radiating onto me. I was nervous, for her! I crossed my legs and watched the bottle spin, and to my surprise it landed on one of the twins, Jake to be exact. I heard everyone whoop and cheer, giggle and laugh and then they fell silent, watching...waiting for the kiss to happen. The both stood up, Jake whispered something in her ear that made her giggle and he pulled her close to his body. They embraced in a kiss. Their tongues were tied around each others, and once they pulled away from each other, I watched as Felicity turned around, her face red as a tomato. She pulled a strand of her hair behind her ear, a huge smile on her face and she sat down next to me. I smirked at her, and she rolled her eyes. I couldn't help but feel a little bit jealous, not about the fact that she had kissed Jake but the fact that she got to kiss anyone. I sighed to myself, part of myself begged for the bottle to land on me but the other half dreading it massively. Unfortunately, my wishes were ignored and to my horror, the bottle landed on me. My heart instantly began thudding quickly, loudly, in my body. I darted my eyes around, everyone was silent, waiting for me to spin it. My breathing quickened, and I got to my knees. I grabbed the neck of the bottle, contemplating if I should break it or not. But, I had self-control and instead I placed it back down and spun it. I stared at it, it seemed to be spinning for a long time. I dragged my eyes away from it, and stared at the sun setting. It was getting dark, but not too dark. I landed my eyes on the bottle, and it took me a while to process it but the bottle had stopped spinning. Bile began to form in my throat and I quickly swallowed it down quickly. I dragged my eyes to who it landed on and my heart skipped 21478 beats. I stared at the person. His familiar blue eyes lit up, and his hair was flying slightly because of the wind picking up. I heard everyone gasp, and then he got up. Daryl got up. He was tall, and I felt incredibly small sitting down. He offered me his hand, and I didn't take it. Quickly, I got up, not daring to make eye contact with him. I stared at the sand, and the bottle, it was so dumb. My fate depended on a spinning bottle. Daryl's cold fingers placed themselves onto my chin, and he lifted my chin. I was now staring at him. He looked hot. But, it wasn't enough for me to want to kiss him. Instead, he went in for it. I backed away, afraid of what I was getting myself into. Everybody started chanting around me. Our close proximity was way too close. I could feel his body warmth, despite the cold of the night. He tried again, and this time I reluctantly let him in.
We kissed deeply, first he took control. I couldn't hear anything except my erratically beating heart. His tongue slipped into my mouth, it was moist and warm. Then he entangled it with mine. My lips formed a slight smile, because I knew this was my time to take control. I broke free, for one second and threw my lips, aggressively onto his. My mind was swirling with thought, most about how I can make this last longer. But, the part of me that didn't me to kiss him anymore broke through and took control over me. I broke free of his kiss, I so badly wanted to go back to him but I squirmed out of his strong grip and turned around. Everybody's eyes were wide with shock, especially Patricia's. Her mouth was dropped open in the shape of an O and her eyes were wide.

I took my seat next to Felicity and she turned to me before everybody stopped staring at me and continued on playing as if nothing ever happened. I stared at Daryl, he had a smirk on him and all his friends were laughing. 

~

It had only been fifteen minutes before the bottle landed on me again. This time I knew what was too expect and, with a huge smile on my face, I spun it again, hoping it would land on Felicity or somebody other than Daryl. This time, my wishes were heard but it seemed like I hadn't been careful for what I had wished for and instead the bottle landed on Daniel. The huge grin that was on Daryl's face had been wiped off and was replaced with anger. He tried to hide it but he failed completely. My mind told me to get up and get it over with but something in me felt like this was going to be better. 

I got up first and so Daniel did too. We stood together, face to face. I could hear his nervous, heavy breathing on my nose. He turned around to look at Daryl, who looked furious. But I grabbed his face, squishing it. I took a second to appreciate how cute he looked before kissing him. This time there was much more to tell. Our lips were moving together perfectly. I could feel his tongue, searching for an entrance to my mouth, and I opened my doors wide. And did it without any  hesitation. I could hear him moan, and that sent shivers down my spine. We smiled, and let go to take quick breaths before going back in. 

Suddenly, a hand grabbed Daniel shoulder, dragging him backwards. He fell to the floor, hitting his head on the sand. The sand from his feet flew at my face and some got into my eyes. Daryl was standing there, his fists balled up and his face filled with rage. I wanted to punch him, he wouldn't have like it if his best friend had done that to him. And I did, I punched him square on his face. I felt good about it. He rubbed his cheek from the blow, and everybody had incredibly shocked faces. But I didn't stay to watch what was going on and instead made my way to the tent me and Felicity were sleeping in. 

As the night approached, everybody had already went to bed. Felicity joined me after a few minutes and she fell asleep. I was wide awake, I didn't feel comfortable sleeping out here. So I got up and switched on my phone to check the time, 00:35AM. It read. I groaned and threw myself back on my pillow. I was pissed off and Daryl. Why did he do that, to his own best friend too! Was he jealous? Of what? Maybe because our kiss lasted longer than his or it was the fact that I was kissing him? 

Thoughts like that kept me awake during the night. I couldn't sleep, and I knew I wouldn't be able to. 

A notification made my phone go ping!, making the tent light up as it did. I picked it up and read the preview. 

Court meeting at 13:45PM tomorrow. Don't be late. ~ Officer Kyle

That managed to make me fall right asleep.