the angel in his eyes

chapter two

its now the end of Friday which means grays party is in 4 hours, i said bye to Kaitlyn and Tyler as i made my way out of school to the shops. i had nothing to wear for the party so i had to buy something , i finally got to the shops and walked into a store that had a bunch of dresses. i looked throughout the store to find stuff that i liked, out of all the dresses there was only three that caught my eye. one was a white short dress that was strapless, the second was a dark blue silky dress and the last one was a black dress with see through sleeves. i tried all of them on but the black one made me look like best with as less skin showing as possible.

i put the other dresses back as i walked to the counter to pay, i grabbed the back and walked back home. it may seem weird but i like walking it clears my head with everything going on. when i got back home i checked the time to see how long i had to get ready, i only had two hours. i ran upstairs into my room and put my bags down on the bed, i walked into the bathroom and turned on the water. as i waited for the water to get hot i checked my socials, i was looking at everyones stories when i came across Grayson's, it was a video of the setup of his party. i sighed as i stepped into the shower, i had my shampoo soaking in my hair as i shaved my body knowing absolutely anything can happen tonight.

once i was done in the shower i made my way back to my bed with a towel around my hair, i grabbed the moisturiser that was on my bedside table and applied it to my body. i put the dress on and walked back into the bathroom to do my hair and makeup, i decided to straighten my hair. i did winged eyeliner, falsies, highlighter and lipgloss.

i walked into my mums room and put on a pair of low heels to match my dress, i looked at the time and the party was starting in 5 minutes. i ran back to my room onto my bed putting on the heels and grabbing a purse that carried lip gloss, my phone and gum. ty already left and said to meet him there, i grabbed the white lather jacket that sat on my bed and made my way to grays house.

i got to the driveway and the smell of alcohol mixed with weed hit my nose. i took a deep breath and walked inside, the music was extremely loud, everyone talking and laughing made it even louder. i walked into the kitchen and grabbed a red cup filled halfway with beer, i don't drink anymore but when i did it was definitely fun, i would be lying if i said i didn't miss it.

within an hour of me drinking and being at the party i got bored and needed to pee, i walked upstairs and with my luck no where was up here. on the way to the bathroom i came across grays room, the door was opened and i was curious so i walked inside. the strong smell of his cologne one million hit my nose as soon as i stepped through the door, some things don't change.

my eyes wondered around the room, i walked over to his bed and sat down as i grabbed the photo frame on his bedside table. it was a photo of him, jett, dylan and ty, they were all laughing once i got a better look at it i realised its a recent photo. that little shit went to see gray 3 months ago without me. my head shot up from the photo when i felt eyes on me, it was Grayson. everything came rushing back, all the memories gray and i had before he left hit like wave.

his tall 6'4 figure stood against the door frame just looking at me with a small smile plastered on his face. "hey angel" he closed his door and walked over to me, he went to give me a hug but i stopped him with my hand. "don't hey angel me, how could you just leave me without saying anything." i could tell my eyes were watering by the way he his smile dropped.

before gray moved without saying anything we were a thing, we did everything together. we were so close to being happy but ty got in the way, if your wondering he was nearly my first kiss but ty walked in before it could actually happen. i came back to reality when he put my arm down and hugged me. "angel I'm sorry i didn't mean to hurt you, ty was going to find out about us and i didn't want to ruin my friendship with him so i left"

he placed a kiss on my head waiting for me to reply. "if your expecting me to just run back to you, your wrong." i pushed him off me and stood back, "you left me alone, i had no one. gray you could've said bye instead of just leaving and breaking my heart." he took a deep breath and spoke again or should i say yelled "look Anastasia I'm sorry but things happen i cant change the fucking past, i came back for you for fucks sake. understand that I'm fucking sorry and move on from what happened"

he sat down on the bed as i did the same, he looked at me straight in the eye. "your really think i didn't say goodbye because i didn't care about you?", i looked down at my hands that were fidgeting with each other. "i don't know what to believe" he lifted my chin up with his hand, "i didn't say goodbye because i didn't want to hurt you."

he was right in a way, if had of said goodbye i wouldn't be who i am now. i probably would've convinced him to take me with him, a small smile grew on his face as one appeared on mine. "you don't understand how much i fucking missed you." before i could say anything his lips collided with mine, i have been waiting for this for 8 fucking years.

he pulled me onto his lap while he fought for dominance against my tongue. i pushed him back so i was sitting on top of him, bad idea, he gripped my ass cheeks with his hand as he slapped it causing a small moan to escape from my mouth. i could feel a smirk grow on his lips as i felt something poking against my core. "gray whats in your pocket its poking me" i muttered while we kissed.

he broke away from the kiss to catch a breath and to speak, "theres nothing in my pockets angel" his smirk grew bigger as i realised what was poking me. i quickly rolled beside him while covering my eyes, he chuckled slightly before hovering over me and pinning my arms beside me while pecking my face and neck.

"never used to bother you before why the sudden shock" he continued kissing my collarbone, "i've changed gray i don't do that stuff anymore." he looked up at me with a weird look "what do you mean you changed." i sat up against his bedhead while he stayed in front of me,  "I'm not how i was before, i don't drink or smoke hell i'm still a virgin that was my first kiss, i don't even swear anymore"