So, I understand that this is not 5SOS related, but I am really upset about Zayn leaving the band. I cannot stop crying. My heart literally hurts. I knew this was coming, but I didn't know that it would be this soon.
I got an email yesterday telling me that he had quit, but I though that it was only a rumour. But when I saw the statement released by One Direction confirming it to be true, I was crushed.
I just wish that he could have at least finished the tour. I live in South Africa and would have loved to see all five of them performing. I have been waiting for this for way too long, and now that it is finally happening, we lost a member.
So yeah, today is a very sad day for me. I can't even put to words how devastated I am. But I respect his decision, and I guess everyone will just have to find a way to get over it.
I still love Zayn though. I can nevee hate him. But, I am really upset about this. I will always be a fan, always support him no matter what. I wish that this wasn't true, but, it is what it is ...
xxx McRee
