Ashton:
Her best days were some of my worst / She finally met a man who's gonna put her first
I watched him kiss her lips softly, and whisper something in her ear that made her laugh. She was happy. She was happy with him, and I was miserable without her. But I was happy too. I was happy because she was happy. No matter how much I tried to convince myself otherwise, I knew that he was better for her than I ever could have been. He was always there when she needed him, instead of halfway across the world, performing for thousands of screaming girls. He was what she needed. She finally met a man who will put her first, and I am glad. I loved her more than anything in this world, but more than anything, I wanted her to be happy. He was what made her happy.
Calum:
Cause I'm wide awake while she no trouble sleeping
I tossed and turned in my bed. It was almost 4am, and I couldn't sleep. I was wide awake. Before I even realised what I was doing, I had the phone pressed to my ear and I waited for her to pick up.
"Calum?" She answered, her voice groggy from sleep.
"I'm sorry. Did I wake you?"
"Cal, its 4am. What's wrong?" She asked, yawning afterwards.
"Nothing. I'm sorry I woke you up." I apologised before hanging up. I needed her here with me, that is what was wrong.
Luke:
Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
I guess anyone could tell that I was taking the breakup pretty badly. I barely spoke in interviews, and I didn't feel as excited as I used to during shows and meeting fans. I just wanted to be with her. But I guess it was different with her. She has since moved on with another guy. They look like they have more fun together than we did when she was mine. I hate this feeling. She's already moved on, and I'm still trying to get over her.
Michael:
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you / And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay
I don't cry. I have never cried over anybody. The boys were worried. It was like I was losing my mind without her. I did the shows, but it was all a blur. All I could see in the crowd was her face. They were worried that I would do something stupid that I would later regret. And I probably would. She was the best part of me, and now she was gone. Why would she leave me like that? I needed her. But I guess she was okay now without me. I should be okay too. But I'm not ...
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Hi/Heyy
Uhmm I love this song so I just had to. And I love this song enough that I actually did a cover of it, and I would love if you guys could please check it out. I'm sort of new to the whole YouTube thing, so I really do need the views. Its on my YouTube thingy; McRee_Black. I don't really know how to put a video on here, but I hope you check it out.
Also, thank you for 3.35K views. Honestly, when I started writing this thingy, I thought that I would get like 2 views. So uhm yeah, thank you to the people who are reading the weird things that are happening in my head. I hope you each get your own Christian Greys and Dylan O'Brian's and Tyler Posey's and all those other pretty people. This is the last update for this year, so even though I don't really like Christmas, I wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Don't do anything that I wouldn't do, kids.
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Uhmm well ...I'll stop being awkward now. Bye. #hugs #kisses
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