Separation

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Chapter Seven
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The next few months just flew by. Everyone says that senior year flies by and to just enjoy the moments while you're living it, and they're right.

The rest of January passed with no other crazy events. No one mentioned what happened at the party and they all moved on as if nothing happened, and I think that is helping me move on with the situation. Maybe in an unhealthy way, but as long as it's shoved deep, deep, deep down inside where I can just forget about it, then I can move on like life is normal and nothing happened because nothing did happen.

February was kind of special; scratch that, very special. Grey and Ryker took me out on a really cute date for Valentine's day, and this year we all got gifts for each other. Normally, they only get gifts for me and I get gifts for them, but they got gifts for each other this year. It only took me a few hours over the course of a few days to convince them to buy the other one a gift. And they both blushed so hard as they exchanged the gift, it was amazing. I caught them holding hands later that night when they thought I wasn't paying attention but I was. And it made my heart jump around in my chest.

March was a rollercoaster. We got our acceptance and rejection letters from colleges. We all applied to the same ones because there's no way we are going to be separated for the first time in our lives. Out of the fifteen schools that we applied to, I got accepted to ten, Ryker got accepted to twelve, and Grey got accepted to eight. We chose from the ones that all three of us got accepted to and we will be going to Oak Ridge University in the fall.

Also in March, we celebrated my eighteenth birthday. My parents went all out like they normally do, and the boys joined in on the spoiling. It was one of my best birthdays in a while. And it also helped that later that night, Grey and Ryker took turns eating me out (which is quickly becoming one of my favorite things in the world) and they finally, finally kissed! I think it was an accidental kiss, Grey had turned his head to try and kiss me but Ryker was there instead and they were passionately lip locked for the next ten minutes. Grey noticed it was Ryker probably right away, and they both didn't pull away, so I'm thinking they've been wanting to do this for a while. And I'm so happy that they did because I love seeing them express their love for each other. It's another one of my favorite things in the world.

April was a rough month. We were applying for student loans, making sure that everything was in order to graduate on time the next month, applying for apartments near campus because they wouldn't let Grey, Ryker, and I share a dorm room, and making a list of everything we'll need in our own apartment. I had the most amount of panic attacks that month than I have had in a long time. I brought all of this up to my parents, but they just said that it's all of the extra stress, and the medicine wasn't supposed to completely eliminate my anxiety, only help decrease it when these attacks creep up on me. It was getting harder and harder to believe the more panic attacks I had, but I couldn't add another thing to my plate so I left it alone.

May happened in the blink of an eye. We went on our senior week to the Outer Banks, a place that we had just visited last summer. It was one of the worst vacations ever because I had run out of my panic medicine by day three, and couldn't get a refill until day five. They never said they were upset that they had to miss a few beach days, but I was upset that I made them miss a few beach days.

Anyway, Ryker's parent's rented us and eight other people (my four "friends", Jordan, and the rest were Grey and Ryker's friends) a huge ass mansion for the week. It seemed like we had an endless supply of food, alcohol, and drama for the entire week. People were constantly hooking up with each other, and my friends would tell me and Ryker (who is a fantastic listener and really good at painting our nails) all of the drama from hooking up with the guys. Grey and Ryker both got really drunk one night and kissed each other in front of everyone who stared in shock at first, and then immediately started cheering and hollering, talking about how it was finally time that they got together and that everyone was happy for them. They both blushed and then immediately kissed me, which had everyone in an uproar.