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Celene's ~P.O.V~

Takes one second to change a lot of things. One decision to determine a lifestyle, one value to determine a mindset, one person to make your life worth living.

After our little episode which sprung from nowhere for no apparent reason, we got into his car and he started driving surprisingly in the right direction but I decided to keep my realization to myself a little longer. Instead, I just observed him. Drinking in his presence that I had grown to crave. He was relaxed like he knew the road like the back of his hand, yet focused like anything can change at any point. Yet still there is something that lingered, his mind was busier than I was allowed to see and I only saw that because I watched him grind his teeth together with his mouth closed. It's either pain, a habit or ....... restraint.

Looking past his wonderful face, I began  to let my eyes slip, his muscular arm extended to the steering wheel, his lean torso nicely positioned in the seat. Then as my eyes went lower to his glorious bottom half, I started remembering what it was like having my legs around him, and then my eyes dropped to his lap. Chi-ching. 

I sharply looked away. Why would I ever be staring at him like that. I still don't know him much, yet here I am, moving with him like we are diaper days close. I need to know more about him. I need to know who has my heart forming capital S when he's near. I decided to break the silence.

"I lost your number".

Wow Celene. That yuh did affi seh first don't it. Anything to look stupid right. The man did tell yuh him did a wait pon yuh call.

He told me he'd watch over me while keeping his distance. But I know for sure he knew I was of age and he still remained out of reach. I wanted to call him and text him but he said when I needed him and I didn't end up in such a position. I quickly added...

"Although you never had the interest of hearing from me but just so you know it's different on my part".

Yes. I REALLY missed him. I wanted to see him again and get to know him. The attraction I have to him is crazy.

"What makes you think I didn't want to talk to you? "

"You knew I was grown now and yet still you didn't make contact".

"You went on birth control, obviously you grew up without inviting me in. I don't force things".

His response was said in a controlled tone, yet the emotion was almost visible though it was heard and not seen. HURT.

I would never hurt him like that.

I managed to let it go either way. I was here playing house, how did he a strange adult male with a gun who watches over me and suddenly pops up became someone I owed loyalty or something. I never act like an adult when it comes to him so he decides to treat me like a child, well it stops here. I was so lost in my own little world I didn't even realize we were in front my complex until I felt the car stop. 

"Thanks, I appreciate the help, open the back please", I said before getting out. 

Tired of these games I just want him to be real or leave. 

Ranique's ~P.O.V~

I had to be controlling my emotions just to drive her home without doing something reckless. I really cant understand what she does to me. She was just looking at me and I was like a teenage boy again, mi a big man this supposed to done wid. 

"I lost your number".

Oh, maybe she actually did a think bout mi then. 

"Although you never had the interest of hearing from me but just so you know it's different on my part".

Dah woman yah naave no much understanding. She know how far mi guh fi stop miself. 

"What makes you think I didn't want to talk to you? "

"You knew I was grown now and yet still you didn't make contact".

"You went on birth control, obviously you grew up without inviting me in. I don't force things".

She nuh respond fi clear it up suh that just prove mi right. 

Mi pull up pon har block because mi always a watch from a distance. I know down to her schedule for school but she doesn't need to know that. 

"Thanks, I appreciate the help, open the back please". 

She upset, cant have her being upset when shes mi only stress reliever. 

Mi just come out caz she muss think she a carry the bags. Joke thing this, not when mi deh bout b. 

I take the bags out the back and start walking to her apartment, she is a little shocked but continues. She opens the door and I step in to find her friend passed out on the chair. I walk past her to the kitchen to set the  things down on the counter. 

"Ranique, thanks fi everything, but mi tired a the craziness. Yuh cyan just have mi a wonda wah this, disappear and reappear like a magic trick, mi need yuh fi talk to mi adult to adult". 

Mi pause and a look pon mi obsession big and serious. She nuh ready fi deal wid the consequences that come with using that tone with me yet. But I might just tease her. 

I walked up to her closing every space she made trying to create distance between us. When she was up against the wall we were chest to chest but she refused to look up at me. I wrapped my hand around her neck and my other hand on her hip as I used my foot to part her legs before placing my hand on her inner thigh instead. 

" Well, ....adult to adult," I said as I dragged my hand closer to her core,"mi want yuh, nothing else nuh pull mi attention " I said looking into her eyes seeing in her eyes, lust. " But unfortunately, yuh cyah manage the kinda need mi have fi yuh", I said reaching her core and rubbing her through her jeans. I squeezed her neck a little more and her eyes rolled back and she bit her lip holding back a moan. Demon activated....

"A wah the rastamouse, Celene....."

Celene jump outta har skin. I moved away so she could breathe properly again. 

"Mi a come fi dinner tomorrow", I kissed her forehead and walked out. That's how my baby should be. 

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