Season of Sadness (Twice and ITZY x Reader)

Regrets

1,455 words, short chapter.

"I'm such a terrible person." Yeji was covered with a blanket as she was sobbing. Chaeryeong and Lia were trying to comfort her.

They were in the kitchen, while Yuna, who was in the living room, was hugging her knees, tears in her eyes whilst watching you trying to talk to Ryujin.

Any situation would not get any worse than this one.

"Ryujin! Talk to me, please! I-I can explain!" You pleaded, you were trying to block the angry woman's punches.

"Just get out! I can't even look at you right now! You fucking disgust me!" Ryujin shouted.

She had never expected this moment, where the two of you were in the toughest spot of the relationship.

She couldn't believe what she saw before, she thought you could never cheat on her.

But you did.

And she knew everything.

As for you, you wanted to kill yourself right now, you were confused, you felt like a playboy, you felt guilt of what you did for the past 19 days.

But you wanted her to at least listen to your explanation.

You thought this was your biggest sin that you had ever done.

"Just go away!" She demanded, she really wanted you to do it, to at least feel all the guilt in you.

"I-I made a mistake, o-okay!? So I'm sorry!" You said, you wanted Ryujin to stop right now because she was hurting you. And she did.

"You made a mistake?" She scoffed in disbelief.

"Y-Yes..."

"So, do you want me to fucking forgive y-you! (YN)! You kissed a girl, then another, knowing that you only have me!? Do I look like I need your apology when you made out with the other girls while I don't know!?"

You looked down, avoiding her eyes of rage.

"Ugh! I fucking hate you!" She shouted very loudly as she started slapping your chest. You were not stopping her anymore.

You were crying, you didn't know what to do anymore.

You loved her, yet you cheated on her.

"R-Ryujin-nee-chan, please s-stop." Yuna quickly went to her older sister, she couldn't stand what she was seeing. She knew what you did crossed the line, but you didn't deserve to have bruises in your body.

"No! I want him to leave right now! I want him to fucking! Get! Out! Right! Now!" Ryujin's arm were stopped by Yuna, but she was resisting.

"Just please! Let him t-talk!" Yuna pleaded as something came into Ryujin's mind, she finally stopped.

"Ok! Alright! Let's talk!" Ryujin shouted as she immediately pulled your arm and let her drag you. She then harshly pushed you on the couch. "How was she?"

You couldn't answer, you widened your eyes as you stared at her.

"Come on! (YN)! How was she!? Was she fucking good!?"

"R-Ryujin..." You mumbled, you wanted her to stop asking such questions.

"(YN)! Tell me! You wanted to talk about it, right!?" She grabbed your shoulders as she started to shake you, forcing you to let out the answer. "Just fucking tell me!"

"W-Well..." You couldn't...

...you couldn't handle the situation anymore.