Season of Sadness (Twice and ITZY x Reader)

Distress

4,654 words.

Sorry for a very late upload.

Happy new year, btw.

I know, I know, I suck, I should quit.

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Dahyun. . . She was staring at you.

She had just woken up, only to see your face first thing in the morning whilst hugging you.

Last midnight (Is that how you say it?), she comforted you. She saw your tears before, but it was different last time. She assumed you were getting worse, she wanted to help yourself.

It was a drastic change of you in just a few weeks, she thought. She would consider it a terrible thing.

Many reasons why, but she didn't know all of it. All she knew was that Ryujin caught you and Yeji. You thought it was your fault.

But she believed it was her fault, she brought you into this. Her jealousy was the reason why this happened. If she wasn't sulking that day that made you feel guilt and encouraged to have an intimate moment with her, then doing it with Yeji might wouldn't happen.

And now, you were in the hardest spot of your life. . .

...yet.

And so she thought, she was doing such things only for her own. Taking an interest in you, then falling in love, and after that day after you kissed her in front of the altar, she only had yearned for you badly just to fulfill her desires. It was filling her soul with sins, being a religious individual.

She only wanted answers, although what she found was regretfulness.

She sighed deeply, this time, she would help you without any favours. This time, she'd try to forget her feelings, and the moments she experienced with you.

(Seems so familiar, I knew I have written this before...)

It could be a hard task to fix the problems since she knew you and Ryujin very well.

But for at least, she wanted you to be happy this Christmas.

She didn't want you to go through any suffering anymore.

She was very worried about you, since the day when you fainted.

"Onee-san..." She immediately heard your weak, dry voice that was filled with fear and sadness.

Dahyun got anxious as she assumed you were having a nightmare once again. She held your cheeks and gently shook you right away.

Calling for your name, "(YN)... Please wake up." She sat on the bed quickly, still trying to wake you up.

You whimpered in response as you woke up, opening your eyes slowly. Thinking when it's over now, you started breathing irregularly.

"O-Onee-san." You uttered. Unexpectedly, the blood came out of your nose.

"(YN)! I-I'll get the tissue!" She said as she ran towards her room, where she had plenty.

Whilst you, were thinking of your family. The thought of smelling your mom's breakfast first thing in the morning, Diane waking you up, and seeing your Dad hugging your mom's waist when you got in the kitchen.

It was always like that.

It used to be.

You are their only child, always spoiling you.