Season of Sadness (Twice and ITZY x Reader)

First Day of Christmas Season

Words: 3189

The main chapters will be shorter than the flashback chapters, sorry.

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It had been almost 1 year since you got to Seoul.

A lot of things happened.

You still haven't found them. You've search for everywhere but all you saw are their faces on the billboards, you're really happy that they've become successful.

Finding them is way more tougher than you thought.

Trying to get information about them while studying and working part time job was really hard. But thanks to some people in the school and the building where you work, you gathered information about them by eavesdropping to their fans.
It wasn't that much but atleast you knew.

You gathered information from online too. You know their Official Instagram Account and everytime they uploaded photos you were very very happy.

You even kissed your phone.

You've wished that they saw you.

Well... As for your condition right now.... You're body became slender. Your muscles are almost gone, you became weaker, you can't handle things the way it used to be. You sometimes got a fever because of overworking.

Because of that, you became the bullies' number 1 target in your school.

Again.

The girls started hating you as you're getting slender. Well... they only care about the looks instead of personality, after all. They started assaulting you, and you can't beat them even with your taekwondo skills because they're physically way more stronger than you. They always stole money you've been working hard on. They even tortured you more than once.

Because of your weak body, you've made too much mistakes in your part-time job which caused the boss to fire you. You've been crying alone all night long, everyday, trying to let it all out. You prioritized searching for a part time job more than finding Ryujin and Yuna. You want to find them but you don't have any choice to spent time more on studying and finding a job...

You missed all of them.

You've been alone for almost one year.

You've started hallucinating and getting crazy sometimes which your classmates find it weird. The bullies started assaulting you more often than before.

You kicked out of the apartment you've been renting because of your mental health, you've made a mess around the apartment using paint. And also because you can't pay anymore. You stopped school since then.

You stayed in the streets and dark alleys of Seoul, hugging your own knees most of the time, humming to make yourself feel comfortable as long as you can even if it doesn't work.

Homeless people like you stole your things, clothes, food, money.

You actually don't want Mrs. Shin's help anymore and live independently but you don't have any choice. You were about to call her when you remembered someone stole your phone too. You just sighed there and laughed trying to forget your problems.

2020 was such an unlucky year for you.

One year of suffering changed your life.

You just don't want to end all of it here, giving up.